Stiles pov

It's not really a surprise to me at this point really this has been going on for a couple weeks now . I guess it started after we took care of Allison's psycho grandfather aha its kinda funny if you think about it a crazy ass hunter wanting to become the very thing he hunts oddly enough Alan is out with looking for Gerard now . On a separate issue I've come except the fact I'm gay weirdly I'm not surprised i always wondered why I kept looking at Derek when he was topless but I think the thing that like majorly helped me figure out my sexuality would probably be the fact that I had seen Jackson and I mean I SAW JACKSON I was glad nobody saw me blushing and staring at his southern region . Any hooooooo back to the matter at hand after the whole Jackson becoming a real boy again incident we all went looking for Erica and Boyd we ended up finding them by a tree stump they said they just were drawn to the area nobody really pressed the issue after we got them all patched up we had a huge meeting with everyone; Me ( surprised … me too ) , Scott, Isaac, Derek , Jackson, Lydia, Allison, Erica and Boyd and Derek talked about how he wanted everyone to be a"pack' yada yada yada I really didn't pay attention I was too busy noticing how great Jackson looked in slim fit jeans .

Since it was summer we all decided to hang out to be closer. The first week was fun we all hung out, partied, but I always felt a little left out ya know cause I'm not really one of them. Ya know I was special I mean Ally wasn't a wolf but she was a badass hunter and Lydia was a genius so i saw how they fit but I felt like I didn't belong but good old Scotty made me feel better but after that they slowly stopped interacting with me (which leads to today yet another day where everyone ignored me) I was pretty much done at this point. So I decided to head to Derek's newly renovated house and decided to ask the big bad wolf himself ( ha get it big bad wolf get it damn I'm funny).

So I hopped out of bed and threw on my favorite red hoodie , grabbed my phone and after a minute of searching found my car keys then headed down stairs. I noticed my old man was just sitting there watching the game drinking a beer. I tried to be a ninja and sneak by and I did so failing beautifully " Stiles what the hell are you doing ?" I slowly looked at my dad hoping I was invisible sadly that wasn't the case " Nothing just going for a drive might swing by and get Scott " he looked at me with that creepy I know you're lying but I'm too tired to say anything face, so I just rushed out the door and hopped into my baby. I love this car with all my life mainly cause it was mom's when she went to college so in a way it kept me close to her.

As I sped down the roads (driving like my dad wasn't the sheriff) I finally took the turnoff heading to Derek's house of horror ….. no? it's a working titles , I noticed Allison's new Kia Soul was parked there and so was Jackson's Porsche I slowly parked and exited my jeep closing the door. I began to hear noises coming from the house. I hesitantly walked to the door, noticing it was unlocked. I just walked in I didn't hear yelling or screaming, but as I got closer to the main room I realized what the noise was it was laughing. The fuck? Who's laughing? as I turned the corner I saw something I never thought i'd ever wittness . They were watching fucking 22 jump street! I've been wanting to watch that for the invite. They didn't seem to notice me so I cleared my throat and just like that all eyes were on me.

" Ummm … " I mumbled as I stared at the scene in front of me. They were all spread out on Derek's new furniture which I don't remember getting an invite to help move in.

" What the hell are you doing here " I looked into the directions the harsh words came from and came face to face with sour wolf himself.

" Uh I just came to see if everything was cool. Nobody was returning my calls so I wanted to check on you guys, but clearly you're all fine " I looked around the room Isaac was sitting on the loveseat cuddled up to Lydia. When the FUCK did that happen? Scott was laying on the floor head in Allison's lap as she leaned against Erica's leg who was on the couch cuddled up with Boyd. My eyes finally landed on Jackson who was sitting in the recliner relaxed as ever.

" Thanks for the invite guys " I said sarcasm coating every word " you weren't invited cause it's pack bonding night dumbass' I turned to look at the voice responsible for those words, which came from none other than Miss Erica Reyes " excuse me ? " I said sounding both surprised and insulted.

" Yeah it was Derek's idea so we could all get closer" said Scott looking like an adorably innocent puppy " So why wasn't I invited? " I said feeling the anger rise in me.

" Because you're not in the pack duh" in that very moment I made I contact with the asshole who said it. The sour wolf himself.

" Not in the pack ….. I'm In the pack " I said mind blown that those words came out his mouth. " No you're not " . and with that I was done. I looked around the room nobody absolutely nobody disagreed with his notion. ohhhh it's fucking on.

"How am I not fucking in the pack all the shit I did for you assholes and this is how I'm treated" I screamed on the verge of crying
" you haven't done anything for MY Pack Stiles! " at this point I wanted to punch Derek fucking Hale in his face

"Are you fucking serious I've done more than anyone in this fucking room , I'm the one who told Scott he was a fucking wolf , I'm the one who spent all my time helping you dumbassess figure out who the hell the alpha was!" where was peter anyway? I thought to myself " I was the one to hold your heavy ass up when you almost drowned because fucking Jackson turn into fucking Cobra commander after your dumbass chose to give him the bite. OH! and don't even get me STARTED on how I was attacked by the fucking she mutt after you turned her leading up to the fucking icing on the fucking cake which was being captured by crazy bipolar Allison and her grandfather. Then having the shit beat out of me by grandpa crazy. I continued to save the mutts you couldn't keep track of ? oh yeah Allison have you decided which side yet? Or are you waiting till your done fucking Scott to choose whose side you're actually on?! Hmmmm you know what? Fuck you, all I'm done." I left feeling the impending panic attack rising and the tears burning the back of my eyelids.

I sped home and I think I ran a couple red lights. Once I entered my house I rushed inside and didn't make it far because my father spotted me. " Stiles what's wrong with you? are you crying? " I pushed away from him wiping my eyes. " what? HA no! me? cry? " I said hearing my voice crack " Stiles does this have to do with how you've been acting lately? " How the hell was he so fucking smart? Oh yeah he was my dad and the sheriff " maybe …."

" I can't help unless you say something Henrik " shit he's pulling out government names so I broke down and told him everything and I mean EVERYTHING! Starting from that night in the woods when Scott was bit leading to today .

" How about you spend the rest of summer with your aunt and Caroline you know they miss you." I smiled " yeah that sounds like a good plan." I needed a break and who else more qualified to help than your crazy cousin right?