You'll Never Know

PendragonU: Hello. Just a sort of drabble poem thing to keep my wonderful readers amused.

Just being around you is enough to make me wish for death.

The air I breathe is heavy and suffocating,

My chest hurts with every inhalation.

You make me feel weak, you hurt me.

I love you so much that I would die for you, just for you…

And you, my dear Ike, never notice.

Every day I spend at your side I live in exsquisite agony,

Every night alone in my bed I feel pleasurable torment.

With you I am happy,

I love to be in your light but I worry that my darkness will taint you.

Away from you I feel joy,

I cannot bring you trouble when I am so far away.

My whole life, the only years that mattered were the ones that I spent with you.

And you'll never know how much I love you.

Because I am clever enough,

You will never be destroyed by my secrets

You will never know that the icy cold mage

Has carried an ever burning torch for you.

From the day we met, to the day I am finally granted reprieve and die

You'll never know desperately I love you.

PemdragonU: 0.0 I don't know why I wrote it. I have been feeling a tad depressed I guess. Anyway, if you couldn't tell, this was from Soren's point of view and he was as full of angst as usual. Read and review even if it is total crap.