A zombie apocalypse is terrible on it's own, but it seems to find it's way of making things worse. The day had started normal for us, and by us I mean I, Matthew Williams, and my boyfriend Gilbert Beilschmidt. I got out of our shelter that we had found to go and find some food for us before Gilbert awoke. I walked through the forest nearby warily until I reached a bush and began to pick as many berries as quickly as possible and put them into my basket. I heard a loud scream from the direction Gilbert was still sleeping and I began running towards our shelter not worrying whether berries fell out of my basket. My little curl repeatedly hit me in the face and my glasses had threatened to fall off my face twice before I reached the shelter. When I arrived a zombie had my boyfriend in it's grip and was biting his arm. I dropped my basket without realizing and brought a knife out of my pocket and ran at the zombie.

"Get away from him!" I said in a whisper yell unable to get any louder and drove the knife into it's head. It made a terrible noise and fled and I stood there a second amazed at what I had just done before I realized I should be helping Gilbert. I looked down at the albino who was gripping his arm.

" Gilbert are you okay?" I ask fear flashing in my purple eyes for a second as I see his ruby ones getting cloudy. He simply looked up at me and shook his head.

" Mattie, kill me please." He said simply. I stared at him with wide eyes. He knew I was a pacifist and I only attack zombies because I can't deal with them any other way, and I still prefer not to fight them.

" I-I couldn't Gil." I said as I felt tears begin to pool up in my eyes.

" Please Mattie. I could never live with myself If I killed you, it's for the best. I don't want you to suffer by my hand." He said and I saw tears begin to gather in his eyes too. He grabbed his knife and handed it to me. I grabbed it my hand shaky and held it tightly.

" If you wish Gil, I will. I love you, and I never imagined we would loose each other this way." I said.

" I love you too Mattie, more than anything or anyone in the entire world. Damn fate found us living well in this hell." He said and looked at me then pulled me into a kiss. I felt his rough lips for the last time. I felt something warm and wet fall down my cheek and I felt it to see it was a tear. He pushed me away and I took the knife and pushed it into his chest. I watched as his beautiful ruby eyes glazed over and the crimson blood spread across his old white shirt. I sat there for hours my face in my hands crying until I almost passed out from dehydration. I grabbed the canteen we used to share and took a drink then got to work digging a hole. The ground was hard and I only managed it to be a few feet deep. I dragged his body over and placed it in before burying his body. He said it would be for the best so I had to believe him. I found a rock and placed it like a tombstone. I sat there for a while remembering his smell, his accent, his warmth, everything I had the day before, before I burst into tears again. I was alone now and there was no way of getting him back. He was lost, so lost there was no missing poster I could post everywhere. He was lost lost.

" Goodbye Gilbert." I said before getting up and walking back into the forest not caring what happened to me, I felt like I had no longer had a reason to live. That day a hole opened in my heart I still haven't closed.

" See you soon Gil." I say closing my eyelids for the final time and putting my now wrinkled hands on my chest. I'll be there soon I think before drifting into darkness.

AN:

This is my first story, and it is crappy XD. Well I hoped you liked it anyways, thank you for reading.