Prompt from Tumblr user 'dailyau'

"I know this night is important to you, so i came even though i feel like dying"

TW; This one-shot does contain mentions of self-harm, suicidal thoughts and self-hatred. If you are uncomfortable with any of these topics,please do not read this fic

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Tears were streaming down his face. He felt like he had no other option. With a shakey hand he picked up the razor from his bedside table. He raised it to his wrist and took a deep breath.

"Phil? Are you in?" His best friend and flatmate called. He cursed silently to himself.

"Yeah! I'm in my room. Just give me a sec" Phil called back. He chucked the razor back in his draw and wiped his face with a face wipe. He grabbed a long-sleeved jumper and pulled it on, hiding the cuts on his arms from the world.

He walked out of his bedroom and to the living room, where PJ sat in the lounge waiting for him. Pj sighed, almost in relief seeing Phil.

"What's up? i thought you were out all day with Chris?" Phil asked. PJ nodded.

"I was. But then I got a very important text. My dad is re-marrying this weekend and he's asked me to be his best man. And he said that i could bring , Would you like to come with me?" PJ asked.

"Wait what about Chris?" Phil asked.

"He hates weddings. He stole my phone and said that he waas glad he didn't have to go. So, Will you come?"

'No. I really don't want to go, but i don't want to dissapoint you'Phil thought

"I would love to Peej!" Phil said happily. A huge smile broke across PJ's face.

"Awesome. We'll leave on Friday afternoon and the hopefully arrive no later than 9pm" PJ said, more to himself than Phil.

"Wait, what about suits?And where will we stay?" Phil asked.

"Don't worry. My dad has that all sorted out. We'll stay at the hotel nearest the venue and the suits will already be there" PJ said. Phil sighed and nodded.

"Cool. I'll go...pack then?" Phil suggested. PJ nodded.

"Yeah that's probably a good idea. I should go do that now." Pj said, walking out the room. Phil heard the door open and close, meaning that Pj had gone to his room.

Sighing to himself, Phil left the living room and went into his own room. He collapsed on top of his bed. What had he gotten himself into?


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Part one is short but part two will be longer i promise

baaaaii

-Author L