I flew away on shard, the cold wind hit my face as my hair flew behind my head. They hated me, why wouldn't they my adoptive parents didn't even want me. They would beat me, it was all my fault though I would ruin the family. And I would make sure I wouldn't ruin this one. I pulled down on shards harness making him fly down towards the ground. He landed with a thud making me leap towards the edge of the saddle.

I fell on the ground, what was I going to do? I can't go back I just cant. I had nowhere else to go, the thought of ending buzzed through my head. The thought of a brighter future made my heart leap, thinking that I could be free of any worries. But the thought of pain made me quince in fear.

No one would care if I lived or died. I slid my hand down my pants and grabbed the little knife I keep in my pocket for emergencies. I slowly got it out from my pocket and into my hand, shard started to growl and roar. I set the knife down in the grass and walked over to her, I pet her snout and untied her from the tree.

She flew off immediately out of sight. I smiled before I dropped to my knees searching for the knife, I moved the grass between my fingers until I got pricked by it, I jumped back in surprise. I then picked it up. I scooted back against a tree, I looked down at the sharp blade.

I dug the knife in my wrist it was not to deep but deep enough for it to bleed. I kept doing so down my arms, I didn't want them to fix me. I opened my panel and dug the knife into the wires and panel, red blood spewed out my mouth. I started to cry, I wanted it to all end now. With a final blow I cut my neck splattering blood.

My vision quickly flooded with black as I closed my eyes for the last time.

How was the beginning? I wanted to make a suicide story with my favorite ninja! Sorry Zane (3 I love you!