Disclaimer: I don't own anything of the Mortal Instruments nor do I own the song listed below: Bittersweet by Within Temptation.
A/N: This is a short one shot fanfic I came up with while listening to Bittersweet. I hope you like it.
If I tell you
Will You listen?
Will you stay?
Will you be here forever?
Never go away?
Magnus watched Alec, eyes wide as he saw, almost as if in slow motion, coming at him. He shook his head, unable to think of what had happened. He stumbled, kneeling over the body, gripping the now cold hand.
Never thought things would change
Hold me tight
Please don't say again
That you have to go
I never thought it would be so soon. I closed my eyes, hands shaking as I kissed him one last time, turning my anger over in my mind. It had been too short. The last thing we had done was fight.
A bitter thought
It rested in my mind like poison, spreading it through me. I should have never told him that.
I had it all
But I just let it go
Oh, this silence
It's so violent
Since you're gone
It hurt as I stared at Alec, wanting him back. I could have told him what I wanted to but now, he was gone. The silence stung me like a sharp slap, making me wonder what was wrong with me.
All my thoughts are with you forever
Until the day we'll be back together
I will be waiting for you
If I had told you,
You would have listened
You had stayed
You would be here forever
Never went away
It would never have been the same
All our time
Would have been in vain
'Cause you had to go
I could have told him that I knew a way to make him forever immortal. The spell flashed through my mind, almost daring me. But it would have been all in vain. His mind would have aged long before I was ready to let him go.
The sweetest thought
I still loved him, no matter what had happened, he had still loved me as well. It was the sweetest thing about him.
I had it all
'Cause I did let you go
All our moments
Kept me warm
When you're gone
I could still live on for the both of us. I would keep myself warm, I would remember him forever. He would be mine.
All my thoughts are with you forever
Until the day we'll be back together
I will be waiting for you
I know he will be waiting, as I will, for the day we will be back together; the day we could live forever.
Magnus smiled, taking the seraph blade from Alec's cold hand and killing himself, if only to be with his love forever more.
A/N: I can't make happy endings. But this is a happy ending, together they will be together forever.
