The war has a color and it's not black because not everything it's lost.

And it's not red because hate even though hate is what a war is based on.

It's not green because jealousy doesn't let nature grow back.

It's blue because it's sad and it's frustrating. It's blue because this war comes out of nowhere. It's blue because this war it's a war you have to fight only to keep your sanity. Something you have to do it by yourself and only for you. Because this is ain't John Green shit and no one is going to save you. It doesn't matter if you stand for something or not, you have to be your own fucking hero.

This is a war inside you. This is your mind playing tricks on you. This is you and your darkest side. This is a war that brings the worst of you. This is finding yourself thinking every fucking day 'why am i this weak?' and fighting a little voice in the back of your head saying 'you are not strong enough, you are not enough'. A little voice that brings your darkest secrets, your regrets and every single mistake you have done in your life back to your memories. And that little voice is the enemy and you don't have a clue.

This war it's like winter. Cold and full of war is being on your is a war you don't want to fight because you don't know what are you are fighting. This is a war you don't have the time for. You live too fast and you are dying too soon. This is a war you don't have the patience to fight because you don't even like yourself enough to fight for yourself. This is a war you are losing. And it hasn't even started.