Nattie's POV

Radio 1 blasting out Mcfly's 'That's The Truth', sat here thinking how times have changed. See Danny Jones USED to be my best friend, and me saying used probably makes you think we had a huge fight and everything changed. Sometimes I kind of wish it was that. Here's the real reason...

Me and Danny had known each other since we were little kids, our mums were best friends and we practically saw each other every day. When we were around 13 something electric happened that changed our relationship. Working on a science project together, we were goofing around and ended up sharing our first kiss. From that day forward, we were an item. All my firsts were with him and I may have only been a young teen but I knew I loved him. When we were 16 though, my whole world fell apart.

Danny had auditioned for a band, and they'd offered him a place as the lead guitarist/vocalist. I was so happy for him but he seemed deflated because he told me he weren't going to accept because of me. As much as I loved Danny, I told him he should leave me and go live his dream. I practically died inside when he left but I knew I'd done what was best for him.

So there you go small world huh? It's been 10 years since I was with that boy but I was still hung up on him. Sad I know, but I have no idea why I've not been able to get over him. Maybe it's because his sister is my BFF and I'm so so close to his Mum, either way I cannot get him out of my head.

This is my predicament you see, his mum is having a New Years Eve party and has invited me. I 100% want to go but I found out Danny is going to be there too, so now I'm nervous. Wondering what I'm going to be like around him, wondering if he will even remember me or give me the time of day. So many what ifs and no concrete answers. Don't know what I should do for the best?! Should I go? Should I not? AHHH freaking out!

Wish me luck.

Danny's POV

"Okay Mum, I'll be there"

"Good, Love you son, bye."

"Bye Mum!"

I can't believe it, after 10 years I'm going to see Nattie again. Guess you're wondering who Nattie is huh? She was or should I say is the love of my life. We were so happy, we did everything together. Things changed when I got into McFly. I wanted to say no when they offered me a place as a guitarist/vocalist. I didn't wanna leave her, but she told me to live my dream and let me go. She felt it wasn't fair for her to hold me back.

It hurt at first, knowing she let me go so easily. But then my Mum told me how much Nattie had been hurting since I originally left. I realised then how much she had sacrificed so that I could live my dream and be in a band. This made me love her more, and I yearned for her every day. I still do.

The guys keep trying to hook me up; don't understand how or why I'm turning all these women down. They don't know about Nattie, to be honest I don't think they'll understand and I don't want them to laugh at something that's so important to me.

Sure I've dated, but none of them compared to her. And every time I looked at them I saw Nattie. I knew Mum judged them against her too. She is just perfect for me. How is all this going to go? Is she going to hate me? Will she talk to me? So many questions.

I guess soon I will have the answers.