Story takes place after Props, disregarding Tina's breakthrough of selflessness.

Mike Pov

Yesterday was Tina's funeral and now I'm left alone, in my own room with the box of things she had left behind for me. There weren't much, just little momentums of our first date, the little sticky pictures from the Korean photo booth of us sharing an Asian Kiss. At the bottom of the box was her diary detailing everything, from when she first joined Glee club, why she stuttered, when we first met and go together; but the thing that stood out most was the last three entries.

Dear Diary,

I found out something horrible today I have an aneurysm in my brain, I'm going to have an operation in two days something about clipping it. I know I should have paid more attention but an aneurysm was all I heard. They said there was barely a risk involved with it seeing as I was still young and relatively healthy but I'm still worried. I've researched the statistics and they're right there was 0.8% mortality rate. I just keep wondering what would happen if I was in that small percentage. I want to have a solo I know that Rachel really needs it but if I do end up in that small percentage, out of all the things I still want to do with my life. I'd feel better if I could at least have that.

Dear Diary,

Urgh I'm just so annoyed with Mike 'Rachel's one of a kind.' I know I sound unreasonable but I'm still his girlfriend you just don't say that! Despite that I feel really guilty I haven't told Mike about the operation. With the way his talking about Rachel and the timing of this I'm just worried his going to say that I was lying just for a solo. It's probably best if I don't tell him anyway after all it's not that big of a deal. They're both right I guess, after all I do have next year.

Dear Diary,

Today's the day. I'm really worried I have this horrible feeling in the bottom of my stomach like something bad is going to happen. I left Mike my diary in my will but I'm sure he won't get if for ages maybe after we're married. Not that I'm saying we're definitely going to get married, but he just feels like the one so I hope we get married. I can imagine that Mike and I yelling at our kids to be less strict on their children. Just like my grandparents. That was the nurse just then I have five minutes left. Maybe I shouldn't get the operation I mean there are people who lived for years with an aneurysm. I don't want to die I have so much left to do. Nah I'm just overreacting once this is done I'll look back and be glad I went through with it.

Tina wanted to get married to me, I would have loved that. I can't believe that I was so angry at her calling her selfish, she's right I shouldn't have said that. Rachel's talent maybe rare but Tina herself is one of a kind and now she's dead. Because the stupid doctors didn't find the second aneurysm on the x-ray and it fucking ruptured while they were getting rid of the first one. I can't believe I made her doubt me like that, I should have been holding her hand while she went into surgery. I'm so sorry Tina.

A.N okay this is my first angst fic so be gentle try not to flame it. I'm not really a mike/tina fan I'm more of a klaine fan so if you see anything that doesn't fit in tell me and I'll make a note of it in case I ever decide to write another mike/tina fic.