Title: Rest Stop
Archive: Please?
Spoilers: Post Truth
Disclaimers: I DO NOT own either the X files or Matchbox 20, though it would be quite nice to have them do whatever I want….
Summary: Scully can't go though with it. Not one shot! From Matchbox 20's song Rest Stop. REALLY sad, I was crying when I wrote it so yeah. But it's still good. Or I hope so…
*Somewhere in the United States*
Just three miles from the rest stop
And she slams on the brakes
Mulder had just closed his eyes and started to drift off, when Scully hit the brakes. He was jerked awake. This confused him since just about three miles ago at a rest stop they changed drivers…
She said I've tried to be what I'm not
And could you please collect your things
Scully opened her mouth; Mulder got scared about what she might say. "I've tried to be what I'm not. So could you please collect your things." Was all that came out of Scully's mouth. Mulder knew that this was going to happen eventually.
I don't want to be cold
I don't want to be cruel
But I gotta find more then what's happening to you
If you'd open up the door
Mulder didn't know how to ask why without coming off as a jerk. But as always Scully knew what Mulder wanted before he said anything. Comes from being partners all those years. He thought wryly.
She said "While you were sleeping
I was listening to the radio and wandering what you were dreaming, when it came to mind that I didn't care."
Mulder remembered suddenly. He had been asleep when he heard crying, so he had waken up to Scully looking at him and crying. He had at the time thought it was all about giving up William. Apparently that wasn't the case. He had kissed her and hugged her soothing her till she stopped crying. Whispering comforting words in her ear.
So I thought "Hell if it's over I'd had better end it quicker or I could lose my nerve
Are you listening?
Can you hear me?
Have you forgotten?
Mulder got out and got his bag from the trunk and returned to the front passenger seat, he knew he shouldn't stay to long or he wouldn't be able to hold up this mask of no emotions. But Scully had already constructed a steel wall around her to protect her from him.
Just three miles from the rest stop
And my mouths to dry to rage
Mulder wanted to yell. He wanted to scream "Why?" But he couldn't get past this lump in his throat. He reached for the soda but the straw had her lipstick on it. His hand shot back down to his side. He couldn't make himself drink it.
The light was shining from the radio
I could barely see her face
In the glow from the radio, Scully's face looked green and not quite natural. But she would always look beautiful to Mulder. He couldn't believe he was letting her go so easily after all these years.
But she knew all the words that I never had said
She knew the crumpled up promise of this broken down man
Mulder couldn't put what he was feeling in words. But he knew Scully would always know what he had left unsaid. He was aware even if he said the words to her she still wouldn't stay. So all he said was..
"Someday"
"Someday" She repeated with a sad half smile on her face. Even if they both knew someday wasn't ever going to come. But they had to assure themselves that it wasn't good-bye forever. When in their hearts the truth roared its ugly head.
Mulder leaned over and gave her a peck on the lips. Both wouldn't show the other the satisfaction of seeing how much this affected them. They could not cry in fear the other would cave in and cry. Making them stay in this shell of a life. They had been doing this dance around each other for 9 years. Mulder closed the car door. And watched her drive away. The pain would come later. He turned and started walking the 3 miles back to the rest stop.
Rest Stop
Just three miles from the rest stop
And she slams on the brakes
She said I've tried to be what I'm not
And could you please collect your things
I don't wanna be cold
I don't wanna be cruel
But I gotta find more
Then what's happening to you
If you'd-open up the door
Chorus: She said-while you were sleeping I was listening to the radio
And wondering what you were dreaming when
It came to mind that I didn't care
So I thought-hell if it's over
I had better end quick
Or I could lose my nerve
Are you listening-can you hear me
Have you forgotten
Just three miles from the rest stop
And my mouths to dry to rage
The light was shining from the radio
I could barely see her face
But she knew all the words that I never had said
She knew the crumpled-up promise of this
Broken down man-and as I opened up the door
Chorus: She said-while you were sleeping I was listening to the radio
And wondering what you were dreaming when
It came to mind that I didn't care
So I thought-hell if it's over
I had better end quick
Or I could lose my nerve
Are you listening-can you hear me
Have you forgotten
Chorus: She said-while you were sleeping I was listening to the radio
And wondering what you were dreaming when
It came to mind that I didn't care
So I thought-hell if it's over
I had better end quick
Or I could lose my nerve
Are you listening-can you hear me
Have you forgotten
A/n
There it is. Love it? Hate it? TELL ME!!! There's going to be more chapters. Well that's all from this author!
DDStalker
(I stalk DAVID!!)
Archive: Please?
Spoilers: Post Truth
Disclaimers: I DO NOT own either the X files or Matchbox 20, though it would be quite nice to have them do whatever I want….
Summary: Scully can't go though with it. Not one shot! From Matchbox 20's song Rest Stop. REALLY sad, I was crying when I wrote it so yeah. But it's still good. Or I hope so…
*Somewhere in the United States*
Just three miles from the rest stop
And she slams on the brakes
Mulder had just closed his eyes and started to drift off, when Scully hit the brakes. He was jerked awake. This confused him since just about three miles ago at a rest stop they changed drivers…
She said I've tried to be what I'm not
And could you please collect your things
Scully opened her mouth; Mulder got scared about what she might say. "I've tried to be what I'm not. So could you please collect your things." Was all that came out of Scully's mouth. Mulder knew that this was going to happen eventually.
I don't want to be cold
I don't want to be cruel
But I gotta find more then what's happening to you
If you'd open up the door
Mulder didn't know how to ask why without coming off as a jerk. But as always Scully knew what Mulder wanted before he said anything. Comes from being partners all those years. He thought wryly.
She said "While you were sleeping
I was listening to the radio and wandering what you were dreaming, when it came to mind that I didn't care."
Mulder remembered suddenly. He had been asleep when he heard crying, so he had waken up to Scully looking at him and crying. He had at the time thought it was all about giving up William. Apparently that wasn't the case. He had kissed her and hugged her soothing her till she stopped crying. Whispering comforting words in her ear.
So I thought "Hell if it's over I'd had better end it quicker or I could lose my nerve
Are you listening?
Can you hear me?
Have you forgotten?
Mulder got out and got his bag from the trunk and returned to the front passenger seat, he knew he shouldn't stay to long or he wouldn't be able to hold up this mask of no emotions. But Scully had already constructed a steel wall around her to protect her from him.
Just three miles from the rest stop
And my mouths to dry to rage
Mulder wanted to yell. He wanted to scream "Why?" But he couldn't get past this lump in his throat. He reached for the soda but the straw had her lipstick on it. His hand shot back down to his side. He couldn't make himself drink it.
The light was shining from the radio
I could barely see her face
In the glow from the radio, Scully's face looked green and not quite natural. But she would always look beautiful to Mulder. He couldn't believe he was letting her go so easily after all these years.
But she knew all the words that I never had said
She knew the crumpled up promise of this broken down man
Mulder couldn't put what he was feeling in words. But he knew Scully would always know what he had left unsaid. He was aware even if he said the words to her she still wouldn't stay. So all he said was..
"Someday"
"Someday" She repeated with a sad half smile on her face. Even if they both knew someday wasn't ever going to come. But they had to assure themselves that it wasn't good-bye forever. When in their hearts the truth roared its ugly head.
Mulder leaned over and gave her a peck on the lips. Both wouldn't show the other the satisfaction of seeing how much this affected them. They could not cry in fear the other would cave in and cry. Making them stay in this shell of a life. They had been doing this dance around each other for 9 years. Mulder closed the car door. And watched her drive away. The pain would come later. He turned and started walking the 3 miles back to the rest stop.
Rest Stop
Just three miles from the rest stop
And she slams on the brakes
She said I've tried to be what I'm not
And could you please collect your things
I don't wanna be cold
I don't wanna be cruel
But I gotta find more
Then what's happening to you
If you'd-open up the door
Chorus: She said-while you were sleeping I was listening to the radio
And wondering what you were dreaming when
It came to mind that I didn't care
So I thought-hell if it's over
I had better end quick
Or I could lose my nerve
Are you listening-can you hear me
Have you forgotten
Just three miles from the rest stop
And my mouths to dry to rage
The light was shining from the radio
I could barely see her face
But she knew all the words that I never had said
She knew the crumpled-up promise of this
Broken down man-and as I opened up the door
Chorus: She said-while you were sleeping I was listening to the radio
And wondering what you were dreaming when
It came to mind that I didn't care
So I thought-hell if it's over
I had better end quick
Or I could lose my nerve
Are you listening-can you hear me
Have you forgotten
Chorus: She said-while you were sleeping I was listening to the radio
And wondering what you were dreaming when
It came to mind that I didn't care
So I thought-hell if it's over
I had better end quick
Or I could lose my nerve
Are you listening-can you hear me
Have you forgotten
A/n
There it is. Love it? Hate it? TELL ME!!! There's going to be more chapters. Well that's all from this author!
DDStalker
(I stalk DAVID!!)
