As I was looking at my journal I realized that I was blessed. I have overcome physical and sexual abuse, diabetes, and grew up with four brothers while finding the love of my life and my best friend.

Just thinking about how rough my life was I had managed to pull through even though I had almost committed suicide several times. I hade made it, and more. I was marrying the love of my life tomorrow night and I couldn't be happier.

Before we go there let me tell you about my life…with all of the details.