I have lived my life in fear. Always on the look out. Watching if nobody was watching you. If they weren't watching you.

I always had to carefull. That is no life to live in for a child.

When I went back to the past i saw my father and my mother. Even though my father was * different* then I had imagened I saw that they did care for eachother.

Even though we had to fight the androids and cell I was jealous.

They had a life together. With Goku, Vegeta, Bulma, Chichi, Krillin and so many other like Gohan.

I had lived my life with Gohan and my mother.

Gohan he was such a hero. If only he hadn't hit me unconscius when he went to fight the androids. I could have helped him.

But no he had to fight the androids on his own.

And he got himself killed.

The first time i went ssj and i still couldn't beat the androids.

My mother made a time machine for me. Did she do it so that I could save the other dimension or so that I could at least get to see my father and Gohan again.

Sometimes i wonder if she is really that happy.

I see her sometimes in the kitchen crying. Is it because of me?

Or is it because she misses the other z-fighters?

She doesn't want me to see that she is crying. She acts like she is always happy but you see it in her eyes.

And maybe because I am her son. I wish that I could sent her to the past. But i don't think she could handle it. She would want to stay there.

How would blame her. Such a happy life and she can't have it.

I sometimes think that there will be other enemies. But no none have come.

I am glad that they havn't come although i think that some people just want to die.

I understand that. Who wouldn't want to die when your family, your lovers and just everything you love is gone.

Mostly there are no families left. Only one person without a family.

I am lcuky that I have this bloodline.

saiya-jin blood that helped me a lot. But it didn't help gohan though.

They are starting to rebuild this world.

My mom is helping. I do to.

I do what ever I can do for everyone.

My mother is the only one I have.

Am I being a pain in they ass?

Maybe. I have it good some people would say.

But they would say this because they have nobody.

And soon i will have nobody so I can be like them.

My mother is dying and I see that she doesn't mind.

She only finds it hard because she still wants to take care of me.

I wonder if I am going to be alone for the rest of my life?

Will I find a girl that understand me and that is not afraid of me.

Yes that's what i said. They are afraid of me. I did destroy the androids didn't I.

So that mean that if I want something they have to do it right away. Well that's what they think.

But I don't want that.

I just want someone to love and live my life like a normal person. If only I could do that.

But I can't. I am the last one left of a dying race.

The prince of a dying race.

Sometimes i wonder am I ever going to be happy.

Will life ever get better again.

I don't know. The only thing I can do is help and wait.

Help and wait.

Mirai Trunks Vegeta Briefs:son of Bulma briefs and son of Vegeta.

Prince of the saiya-jin race.

Yeah I know depressing. Sad huh?......sniff......sniff........please R&R

Miss Myrhe