Title: Explain (not a very good title but all I could think of)

Author: spike27

Rating: G

Summary: Set after "As You Were". Spike explains.

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters. All belongs to the genius Joss.

Author Note: This is my first fic and I am not a very good writer so this might be the only chapter to this particular fic. Please tell me what u think and I might be inspired and write more.

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He thought for a long time. Was he going to explain about the eggs? He paced the length of his crypt for a few more minutes then decided to write her a letter explaining why he did it.

Thirty minutes later he was a t her door step. He sat the note down on the mat, rang the doorbell, then was gone within seconds.

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She was sitting on the couch flipping channels when the doorbell rang. "Who could that be?" she thought.

She opened the door expecting to see a drunken Spike who came to 'explain' things but all she saw was a white envelope that said "Buffy Summers" in blood red letters. She picked it up examined it for a moment then opened it and started reading…

Dear Buffy,

I admit I was the Doctor. I'm sorry I lied to you but I was just trying to help you. I became the Doctor for the money. I was going to give you all the money I made so u wouldn't have to work in that hell whole anymore (Double Meat Palace). I wanted to take care of you. I know you don't need me to take care of you but I want to. You're the only reason I go on living me unlife. I love you! It's always been you and always will be.

I will understand if you don't forgive me but that doesn't mean I am going anywhere. I will always be here for you whether you like it or not.

Only Yours,

William