AU Note: Hi all! I'm not completely sure if there are any Bangel fans still reading from this site (aside from me of course;]) but if there are, I hope you'll give this story a chance. As for those who have read my other stories, I know I have been missing for a while...life can be a bitch sometimes but I am hoping to get much more active this summer with re-writing some of my already posted stories as well as coming up with some new ones. I've been writing this specific one for a while now, flitting from one plot to the next and working out exactly what I would like to happen and I hope I can do my thoughts justice. This layout is a little different for me, its not going to be chapter after chapter essentially but more in parts so time is a loose concept (ie. in one part, the scene might be one day and the next part might be two months worth of scenes). This story is also going to be a loose "re-write" and I emphasize the quotations around re-write. This story is in no way going to follow each episode from the show but I do start off at the end of Season Two so, in that sense, this story is a re-write. Now I love reviews...I'm a whore for reviews but a classy one;) I will not place quotas for each section before posting the next and I won't be devastated if I don't get any but I do hope the few who decide to take a chance on this story will want to review. I am in no way a great writer but with that being said, I am not here to become one either. I am here because I love reading and because ideas have bounced around in my head that I thought other people who share my love for all things Bangel might enjoy as well. As many of us learn at those tender ages of kool-aid and cookies, "if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all." Seriously, if you don't like it, that's too bad for you. As much as I would love to please everyone who takes a chance on me, I can't, it just isn't possible. We all have different tastes and maybe I'm not your favorite flavor but as I have mentioned in previous stories, I'll take constructive criticism with open arms. If you have theories or ideas that you think would make my story better, please let me know! I want those who read to be involved and I want to know if there is something you'd like to see happen; like I said, I can't please everyone but maybe I can please some. Anyways, I know you aren't here to read my awesome ramblings so enough about me. Enjoy!
Disclaimer: Please! We all know what would have happened if any Bangel fan owned these characters but alas that is not the case. They belong to Joss, Mutant Enemy, etc etc much to my dismay. I just like to pretend.
"We Are But Destined Lovers Without a Roadmap"
Rating: NC-17; There will be smut...I think, I hope...well let's see how it goes.
Summary: Their rings clashed together as they gave themselves to one another physically, a soft, frail voice drifting from the sound, a whispered "save him" permeating her dark mind. A Slayer fighting the evils of the world alone is how it has always been, it's the way it should have been. But a small blonde-haired girl changed that...the vampire with a soul changed that. "I fight for him".
Spoilers: Everything before season three and possibly parts of season three...maybe more. I haven't really decided yet.
Prologue
I cannot exist without you...
I am forgetful of everything but seeing you again...
my life seems to stop there...
I see no further.
You have absorb'd me.
I have a sensation at the present moment as though I were dissolving...
I have been astonished that Men could die Martyrs for religion...
I have shudder'd at it...
I shudder no more.
I could be martyr'd for my Religion...
love is my religion...
I could die for that...
I could die for you.
My creed is love and you are its only tenet...
you have ravish'd me away by a Power I cannot resist.
~John Keats~
