AN: I haven't actually started a new fanfic since March, so I'm hoping that this one will go okay. I have plans to continue and finish other fics soon. Also I don't believe in Season Spinoff so…the last episode was 5.20 "The Untitled Rachel Berry Project"
Because we never said 'Goodbye'
Kurt Hummel-Anderson, a young man of twenty-two years old was one of the brightest lights that NYADA has ever taken in.
He was always shown to have such courage, such love, such strength to overcome what really no person should overcome.
He was unique, he had more than four sides of him and I really wanted him to do well during his life.
He stuck in there, even when other people would've jumped up and run straight out the room, porcelain was there.
He was nice, I shouldn't have said mean things about him, it was rude.
He had this bright light that really helped captivate a room even though he wasn't at one with God.
I really think he could have done better, but then a lot of people could do better if they apply themselves in life, but I really think he had a chance to do that.
He made me feel accepted, he helped me identify with who I was always meant to be.
He was a unicorn, the best unicorn of all of them and I really hope he still has his horn.
So what if he only had one move, his move was a lot of fun. He was really inspirational.
He should've done more, he could've done more, I mean there is no way I could impersonate what he did.
I liked him, he was always kind to others even when I wanted to rule our school as queen, he was just someone who wouldn't go to those lengths.
He had a style that was just his own, he really owned up to who he was.
Lady Fabulous did a lot more than annoy me or make me feel bad with his overly flamboyant ways, he was kind and now that's not….
He was the lead singer of our band and he helped me feel alive and grounded. He kept me feeling that there was this crazy community that I was a part of.
He was really sweet, I mean he sometimes took Blaine for granted, but he was nice and helped me. He really let everyone else know how much he cared about them.
He was my son, not in blood but he was the son who I had, but now the emptiness is back.
This shouldn't have happened, he shouldn't have left me like this. It wasn't fair for him to do this and it isn't good that he's there now. I just wish I could have been the friend that he always was, he never needed the spotlight like I did.
He was the first person who really cared about hanging out with me just to talk about fashion, he was my very first high school crush and he was the most amazing guy I've ever met.
He is my son, he will always be my son, always be that young boy looked at me so innocently and helped me. He is my son and I failed him. I didn't do enough, I didn't try hard enough, I'm sorry Kurt. I am so so sorry, you deserved better than you got in me.
Kurt Hummel-A-anderson was an incredible man who always wanted to help others, he always cared about other people and wanted to bring out the light in them. Everyone reminds me that in the story where we first meet, I am the one who took his hand and led him down that hallway, but with people like Kurt you just know that you are seeing something special that you would be lucky to hold onto. Kurt saved my life and I think that anyone who has ever met him would feel the same way.
There were many ways in which I hurt Kurt, my best friend, my soulmate, the love of my life, my husband in the past. There were many mistakes I made and regrets I carry, but Kurt managed to accept that about me. He was able to know when I was being too hard on myself and more than anything he was so intelligent he knew when to remind me of how he loved me.
Kurt was the most talented and caring person I have ever met in my whole life and I don't see this as a goodbye because unlike Kurt, I have faith in an afterlife, I believe that I will see Kurt again there and hopefully he is just as fabulous as he has always been and I know that when I see him he'll understand why I always said that he's the only man who I could ever love. I feel so much pain right now, the days seem black and as if I can't go on, but I have to make sure they count. I can't do it for myself anymore, but I can do it for him.So, I will never say goodbye because of how I love him.My world
My soul mate
My north star that has always guided me home
My best friend
My darling husband
My
Kurt
