Bittersweet Lie
By:
SapphireMistress
An: I AM BACK, ALIVE AND WELL, DEAR READERS! As you can see, I've been gone for ages...since I can't write due to technical difficulties and my family moving...
For first-time readers, welcome to you too!
This little drabble is just a warm-up for me to get back into writing fanfiction, which I will get back to, soon enough.
This was inspired by the amazing song, "Love the Way You Lie" by Eminem, featuring Rhianna.
I just thought that it fit my mood for the day and it kind of fits the coupling featured here.
This little drabble does follow the manga storyline, with a little extra added.
I do hope you enjoy reading this little drabble, and leave your comments in review section. Reviews are very much appreciated!
Disclaimer: All characters, copyright, art, storyline, and trademarks belong to Matsuri Hino, and I am in no way affiliated with her.
Also, the song "Love the Way You Lie" does not belong to me. It belongs to Eminem and Rhianna.
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It's fine if you never look at me in the eye.
I couldn't look in yours, either.
It's fine if you barely even talk to me.
I can't tell you everything either.
It's alright if you use me again and again like a ragdoll; or a pawn, as you would call me.
I'm using you for myself too.
It's fine if you tell me that you're doing this all for her sake.
Even though I feel you enjoy my company more than you should.
It's alright if you treat me like an animal.
I'm close to that level anyways.
It's alright if you tell me to be grateful to you, that I should never forget who gave me this blood.
The humiliation won't let me forget you.
It's alright if you tell me you love her more than I do.
I just can't stand it when you lie to me like that when you know all too well that I'm your first...in everything.
But...
What happens when I can't take this anymore?
What if I tell you that you're sickeningly demented, and that I'm tired of being used like you're doing to me right now?
What if I fight back and leave?
Would you contemplate what you have done?
Would you realize that even if I'm an ex-human, there's still that human part of me that can still feel and hurt and can be broken?
Would you cut off your spell on me?
Would you stop lying to me and just tell me you're just using me for your own sake, not hers?
Would you let me go...
Or at least put me to rest, so I'd stop hurting and end this foolish game?
Would you?
AN: Would you review? Pleaaase? XD Sorry if it's too vague, but I can tell you it's in Zero's POV, if you didn't guess already :)
