I am still in shock three months after he left. I feel so sick. I've been calling LApush but they tell me I can't go see him. I guess I have nothing to do but watch television. There was nothing good on might as well turn to the music channel. Avril Lavigine Smile came on. That is the last thing I wanted to do. I wanted to click Classical music but it reminded me to much of him. Might as well listen to the new songs

Up next Beyonce's Best thing I never had

I just zoned out then an interesting part came on

You showed your ass

And I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it

Thank God I dodge a bullet

It didn't hurt my heart as much as the next part

I know you'll want me back

It's time to face the facts

That I am the one who got away

I studied that lyric for a second. That made me wonder who got away me or him?

The next morning I did my regular. Before Charlie could get a word out I grabbed two breakfast bars and ran out the doors. That is when Charlie came out and said "looking for something". Then tossed something at me. He should've known better. It hit my head. Before he could laugh I ran to my truck and drove away to La Push. I got there faster than I expected. I walked up to what I thought was Jake and said "Jake"? He said "in the living flesh". I took a step back and looked at him. My sun was gone it looks he went Emo. Before I could ask what had happened he told me it was too dangerous for me to hang out with him. I said you wanna fight we could fight right now you prissy bastard. He said ok. We went to the fighting field. I can't I want to fight my own friend. That is when I smelled a sweet scent. I looked to see Edward. I told him" I