A/N: This is missing from the episode ... The Leak and as much as I would adore to own Bobby, I don't ... sigh Oh and I don't own anything about STFBE... either. (The Italics and bold are his inner struggles.) It's set after the scene in the episode where Bobby almost shoots Myles during a raid.
Bobby's heart pounded and his blood boiled as he watched Myles in the kitchen, seemingly calm and collected as he helped to apprehend the suspects.
I almost shot him.
You've wanted to shoot him for years.
But I almost shot him.
He would have deserved it, breaking the procedure like that.
I ALMOST SHOT HIM!
Ah… well, those that can do… those that can't almost shoot their teammates.
He shook his head and released the hold he had on his gun and reset the safety as he managed to pull himself together to help out with the rest of the round up.
I could have shot him.
For all of his looking down on you for choosing to bend the rules to your will….
And I could have shot him.
You would have had your own desk.
I COULD HAVE SHOT HIM!
His eyes narrowed as he watched Myles crack a joke and laugh with some of the SOG agents before he started to walk out of the house.
I would have shot him.
Except for an amazing burst of self control and Jack's voice in your ear.
Still.. I would have shot him.
Everyone would have understood.
I WOULD HAVE SHOT HIM!
Bobby stalked out of the house and grabbed Myles by the arm. "I may have wanted to shoot you for years, but I'll be darned if it happens by accident." He wasn't soothed at all by the way that Myles reacted and then took off in the opposite direction. His eyes showing the turmoil in his heart and mind as they caught Sue's briefly before he went back into the house.
I should have shot him.
Except that you would have felt guilty about it.
Maybe… I should have shot him.
Fine, you should have shot him. Then we wouldn't be having this internal argument.
I SHOULD…WHAT? Oh… well… I guess… it's a relief then… I didn't shoot him.
