"I think we deserve a drink," Bellamy said walking up to me.

"Have one for me," I say trying to keep composed and trying to not talk myself out of doing what I have to do.

"We can get through this," Bellamy said realizing what I was trying to do.

"I'm not going in," I say with tears in my eyes and Bellamy had his hands on my shoulders.

"Clarke, if you need forgiveness, I'll give that to you... You're forgiven. Please come inside," Bellamy pleaded.

"Take care of them for me," I said trying to keep my resolve.

"Clarke," Bellamy said catching my arm.

"Seeing their faces everyday is just going to remind me of what I did to get them here," I said.

"What we did. You don't have to do this alone," Bellamy pleaded. He had a point but I had to go.

"I bear it so they don't have to," I said giving Bellamy a hug and a kiss on the cheek. "May we meet again," I said and turned around and started walking away with tears streaming down my cheeks.

"Clarke, don't go!" Bellamy hollered. He said it and it broke my resolve the moment it said it, I turned around and rushed back too him. He wrapped me up in his arms in hug that chased away all of the bad. He bowed his head down and brushed his lips against mine. And I believe that to both of our surprises that he kissed me and I kissed him back. We stood there for what felt like forever just hugging each other.