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Summary: It wasn't supposed to happen. I know it wasn't. It was only a game, an innocent little joke. He only expected it to go on for a week, two week tops. Shigure...knows enough about the pain of love than to force this to happen to us. I still wish he wouldn't have. (KyouxYuki)

Point-of-View: Kyou's (though it may change from time-to-time)

I've known for a while that it was a prank. A laugh. Things that happened weren't supposed to happen. I know it wasn't. It was a game, an innocent little joke. He didn't intend for it to go on very long, only a few days. It was only for amusement, and even for a laugh or two. Shigure knows how much pain that love can bring, he wouldn't have thought this up intentionally. I still wish he wouldn't have.
He lied to us. Well, not completely. The whole thing was made up to be a joke that we both unraveled with time. It only goes to show me...to show us...how head-over-heels we were with her back then.

He stole a piece of paper out of her journal, and forged(SP?) her hand writing in a letter to himself, saying;

Dear Shigure-sama,

I really wish Kyou and Yuki could express their feelings. They both envy eachother so much!

Perhaps I'm becoming too much of a yaoi fangirl, but.. I wish they'd find a way to get closer!

I'm not sure if any thing I can do will help...could you please talk to them for me?

Honda Touru.

P.S: I really really really love yaoi.

Looking back on it now, it's only obvious that Shigure wrote it. But I guess, some where inside both of us, we wanted to believe it. To believe that it would be easy to win her favor. That if we only acted the right way, she would love us.

In short, it's a pathetic thought. I think...she really only wanted us to be ourselves. I think she just wanted us to be friends. And Shigure...only wanted a laugh. I'm irratated with him...but find myself unable to be angry. No matter how many times I think about it... I just can't.

When we started, all it was was a game. An act. A few pathetic, weak looks. A superhero to the rescue. But over time, that changed. Or did my eyes change? I've forgotten, since I'm blind now.

My blindness wasn't an accident.

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This chapter is purposely this short. No worries! The next ones will be much longer.