Seems the only one who doesnt see you're beauty

is the face in the mirror looking back at you

but that's not true cuz I know you

Spencer looked at Aria sadly as she handed her the note for the eighth time. The athletic girl would usually be out of bed and not wallowing in her tears now in front of the short raven haired girl but ever since Toby skipped town nothing had been right about Spencer. Aria took the note and walked out of the room to hide it. When she came back Spencer looked like a lost puppy.

"There sweety now you can't look at it anymore the bad note is all gone." She cooed to her best friend, only to make her cry even more.

Hold on baby you're losin it

The waters high you're jumpin into it

and letting go when no one knows

that you cry but you don't tell anyone

That you might not be the golden one

and you're tied together with a smile

but you're comin undone

"Aria he hates me now! He hates me, I just know he does! 1 whole year of my life is down the drain because I couldnt keep myself together. I shouldnt even be crying because he deserves somebody who can keep him safe and is better he deserves somebody better!" Spencer cried.

"Hey! Spencer don't think that don't you think that ever! He doesnt hate you he can't hate you nobody could ever hate you. You know what I hate I hate seeing you so broken and thinking you're not good enough or pretty enough because Spence whoever he dates next is gonna look like a hag next to you. Everybody does."

"I don't care I just want Toby back and here!"

"Spencer... look if he isnt here now and isnt even thinking about you now then you know what he isnt worth it. He is just a boy! Who cares! He isnt worth seeing you so broken and hurt it's not right."

"Yes he is He is worth it!" She screamed

"Spence do you want me to call him?"

"No."

"Well sorry but I have to give him a piece of my mind and tell him to get his ass over here." The phone rang once then twice then three times and then..

"Hello?"

"Hi Toby it's Aria listen I don't know what went down between you and Spencer but I do not like what you did to her!"

"What? I didn't do anything to her okay... She cheated on me!"

"No she didn't! I just want to explain this to you. Please?"

"Look I'm on a date now and frankly I don't care about Spencer anymore... I hate her." With that He hung up leaving Aria again left to pick up the pieces of her shattered best friend.

"I told you! I told you he hated me! I knew he had someone better!" Spencer cried.

"Oh Hunny I'm so sorry! I love you and Emily loves you and Hanna loves you and even Maya and Caleb love you. See Everyone loves you so much and we can't stand seeing you like this! It kills me so much to see you hurt." Aria now was crying too, for fear of what Spencer would try to do again.

"Ya know what Spence? Even Ezra loves you so so much."

Spencer looked up at Aria

"I'm so sorry. I was so upset and I couldnt stand to see my self in a mirror and I hated myself so so much and I just wanted it over with. I wanted to kill myself so I tried too." Spencer cried finally coming to terms with what she did.

"It's okay love it's okay just please don't do it again and I love you so much."

"I love you too." With that Aria did something she never in a million years thought she would do. Her fingers ran across Spencer's chin picking her head up to inch their lips together Aria smashed their lips together and shared a very passionate kiss with Spencer.

"When I said I loved you I wasnt joking."

"Neither was I."