He likes him, a lot
Disclaimer: Hunter x Hunter belongs to Yoshihiro Togashi sensei
He likes the color of his hair, the color of his clothes. His golden hair, his blue clothes like the sun in the sky. But this sun will never set and this sky will never fade its colors. Gon sometimes asks "Can I touch?" and points to his hair and his clothes. And Kurapika lets him, with a slight blush on his face. And oh godness, they don't feel like the sun nor the sky. But Gon can't help it, but to touch more and more with his goofy smile never leaving his face.
Kurapika kind of resembles Mito san. He makes Gon feel warm, and home-like.
He is so smart and gentle. It came a time when Gon runned after him. His hair flew in the wind so beautifully and Gon wanted to caress it with such gentleness, like Kurapika himself. And he still does.
Kurapika would look for him sometimes, like he was checking out on Gon. He felt happy seeing the relief in Kurapika's eyes. His presence meant something to him. And so did Kurapika's presence to him, or even more.
Gon is the first person to wake up in the moring among the four of them. And Kurapika will be the second one. They will then spend some time looking at each other, without saying anything. Then Gon will just say "Morning Kurapika" while grin widely and Kurapika reply him shortly with his adorable smile. And that is enough to bring him a warm morning. So, Gon never wonders why sometimes it is cold, or sometimes without the sun he still can feel the warmness, that warmness, Kurapika's warmness.
He likes it when Kurapika arguing with Leorio about something. Hehe, he can be childish sometimes, and Gon likes this side of him very, very much.
He scolds him for being so reckless. And Gon will apology. He can't promise anything like if time could go back, he would not do the thing he did. But Gon knows, deep down in his heart that there Kurapika cares for him, and he will be back, for him. Killua too, Leorio too, Mito san too, his great grandmother too, and Ging too. It always ends with Gon holding Kurapika's hands in his and says "Thank you", and Kurapika will look away whilst say "Don't make me worry, Gon" and Gon finds himself squeezing his hands a little bit tighter.
Gon likes the sound of Kurapika's name slipping out of his mouth. And it sends him the same sensation when Kurapika calls his name.
He is afraid that Kurapika will just fade away. Whenever his eyes turn red Gon can't help the feeling growing inside of him. The insecurity, the loss that he doesn't want to experience. But he can't do anything. At those times, Kurapika is so far far away. Even if he can chase after him, he can't seem to bring him back. But those red eyes will turn back to blue sometimes, for him, for them. They are his friends, his important friends. Kurapika trusts them, trusts him. And Gon will try his best to be someone that Kurapika will never worry that he might lose one day.
