Summary: Kagome's thoughts the day before the big fight. Songfic. Will she get her Prince Charming?
Disclaimer: Why the HELL would I want to own Inuyasha? I prefer to WATCH the anime, not OWN it! So YOU"D BETTER GET OUT OF MY HOUSE YOU CRAZY LAWYERS! Anyway, it would probably be horrid if I owned it…
Chapter 1:
Kagome stared up into the sky, her eyes thoughtful. She was running over the plans for the final battle against Naraku, the fight that her group hoped to be his downfall. Her thoughts glided over the memories of the past years that she had been searching for the Shikon fragments. So long! And soon it would be over. Either Naraku would die or they would be killed themselves during the final encounter. There were no other options. It was a kill or be killed situation. And if they won, what would happen then? Would Shippo marry that girl that he really liked? Would Miroku and Sango get married? And Inuyasha…what would become of their relationship?
She turned over onto her side and sighed. Even after all this time, she still didn't know where her own relationship stood, though she knew what the situation was for everyone else.
It's the last night on earth,
Before the great divide.
My hands are shaking,
Time was, never on our side.
Every time they seemed to get closer, something or someone would interfere. She knew that she loved him, but did he love her? Or did he love Kikyo?
There's no such thing,
As a beautiful goodbye,
As an ordinary day,
I prayed for you a thousand times
She had prayed for him, for his safety, for his love, for his success. She didn't think she could stand it if he went with Kikyo, but she loved him so much that she was willing to give him up if he was happier that way.
It's never enough,
No matter how many times I try to tell you this is love.
He never listened to her, never truly believed her when she said she loved him.
If tomorrow never comes,
I want you to know that I,
I'm going to love you until the day I die.
And if tomorrow falls asleep,
Will you hold me first?
I'm gonna love you like it's the last night on Earth.
"I'll never stop loving you." She whispered, so softly that not even the hanyou would hear it. Even if you love her more than me. I'll always love you and I'm not afraid to let you go if it makes you happy. Inside, she was sobbing, drowning in her pain, yet willing to put up with it all for his happiness.
A penny for your thoughts,
A picture so it lasts,
Let's hack down the walls of immortality.
Remembering all the good times and bad ones too, she smiled a tight small smile, knowing how much she would miss it all.
Your fingers on my skin,
Only you can hear my fear,
Only you can help me heal.
I see forever with you here.
He had kissed her, how many times? Once? Twice? A thousand in her dreams, her mind replaying the scenes over and over again for the sweet precious joy it brought.
It's never enough,
No matter how miles stand between us, this is love.
No. No matter how different they were, no matter how the years separated them, she would always love him.
If tomorrow never comes,
I want you to know that I,
I'm going to love you until the day I die.
And if tomorrow falls asleep,
Will you hold me first?
I'm gonna love you like it's the last night on Earth.
It's never enough,
It's never enough,
It's never enough,
No, she never seemed to be enough for him, but he was enough for her. Every flaw was no flaw, but a perfection. He would never feel the same way about her…
The after glow,
The arise of light,
The shadows fall.
Will you still mine?
Will you still mine?
Will you still mine, I ask.
After Naraku fell, would he still want her to be around? Or would he reject her? Did he love her the way she loved him? Unrequitedly?
If tomorrow never comes,
I want you to know that I,
I'm going to love you until the day I die.
And if tomorrow falls asleep,
Will you hold me first?
I'm gonna love you like it's the last night on Earth.
I'm gonna love you like it's the last night on Earth.
It's never enough,
I'm gonna love you like it's the last night on Earth.
It's never enough,
I'm gonna love you like it's the last night on Earth…
She turned onto her back and gazed up at the stars and prepared herself for the pain and anguish that was sure to bombard her tomorrow…
