This is my first story with lemons so take it easy please…I know this chapter is short but this story was meant to be a one shot and I wanted to make it a full blown story so I cut the first chapter in two…please review the second chapter with be up later tonight…

"Alice…Aly what did you just see." I asked as her eyes unglazed and she was snapped back to reality. It must be something bad ive never seen her look so confused.

"you will see bells you will see…just let things happen the way they are meant to I'm sure everything will be alright in the long wrong."

"what the hell are you talking about Alice just tell me whats going on so I don't have to worry." I don't know why im even bothering I know theres no winning when it comes to Alice it wasn't untill this moment that I noticed all the other vampires in the room had left except for the ever interesting Emmitt Cullen sitting there on the couch without a shirt on. His muscle flexing with every movement I cant even explain how many times I have imagined laying underneath him while he thrust himself in side of me. I pry my eyes off of him to look back at Alice. The smirk playing on her lips tells me I should be scared. What ever she saw had something to do with Emmitt and myself every one else is leaving for a weekend hunting trip in northern Canada. Im pulled out of my thoughts when Edward leans down and kisses my cheek telling me he'll see me soon and already missed me. ALWAYS THE GENTLEMAN!!!! Sometimes I wish that he would stop being so chivalrous it was seriously ruining our se life. Everything was always so gentle and kind and romantic, but sometimes I just want him to fuck me I needed that animalistic side of myself to be tamed and the only way that's gonna happen is if I get him to let down his guard and get a little rough…He might be my husband but he has no idea what I really want and what really turns me on. The only one who knows about my sexual frustrations is jasper but that's only because he can feel it coming off of me in waves.

"bye Edward…everyone else see you when you get home have a good hunting trip." I said trying to sound as happy as possible but I just cant bring myself to put on a fake smile for Edwards benefit.

"oh someones in the dog house." came Emmitts brilliant reply. Sometimes I could just hit him.

"Bella love what's wrong do you want me to stay with you." he whispered in my ear. I don't know why he bothers every one in the family can hear.

"No you need to go hunt Edward we will talk about it when you get home…now hurry up go don't hold every one back." I said with a little more venom then necessary. With that the family filed out the back door.

"thank god if I have to deal with that sweet gentlemen crap for one more minute im gonna shot myself." I whispered hoping Emmitt wouldn't hear but of course he did, stupid vampire,

"what's wrong bellsie trouble in paradise."

"YOU KNOW WHAT EM I REALLY DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT JUST CUZ YOU AND ROSE ARE ACTUALLY SATISFIED WITH EACH OTHER DOESN'T MEAN OTHER PEOPLE SONT HAVE PROBLEMS." I yelled venom dripping from my now bared teeth.

"woa Bella calm down everyth…wait a min this is all because you arent satisfied in bed…damn that sucks." jeez could he be anymore of a smart ass.

"yes Em hes always so gentle and romantic I cant stand it anymore." I said feeling ashamed of my self for talking about this with my husbands brother.

"damn Bells im sorry if it makes any difference your not the only one not satisfied." he mumbled

"What are you talking about I hear you and rose damn near every night." I said curiosity evident in my voice

"just because we have sex doesn't mean im happy with it rose is like Eddy she wants everything to be sweet and gentle when sometimes I just want to be rough I can understand love making but if that's all you ever do its no longer special. Were not human any more we have needs that cant be met by simple caresses." wow im surprised Emmitt could come up with something like that.

"well at least im not the only one that feels that way." I said while walking to the staircase feeling extremely awkward " Im gonna go up to my room I guess ill see you later"

"Alright bells…umm can we keep this between us I really don't feel like dealing with Rose if she finds out." he sounded really upset

"no problem Em… ill be back down in a lil back k"

"thanks bells see you later." I said making my way up the stairs to mine and Edwards room.

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