These thought don't go away. They stay in your head & demolish you from the inside. They rip out your life & heart. They cut your wrists & they beat you up. They make you want to jump off a bridge. But when you try they say HA & tell your parents. They make you crumble like the ancient runes in a tornado.

If you haven't guessed I went through this. But the fucked up thing is…I had a perfect life. Great parents. Awesome siblings. A psychotically hilarious family…so why you may ask was I going through that? I have no clue…blame the person who was manipulating my thoughts. The one who hated me from the start. The one who wanted me dead the minute I didn't love him. The one who would forever have my sisters heart. & the one who would never have mine.