Disclaimer: I own Victorious

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Beck was really worried about his girlfriend. She wasn't just sitting down but she was starring off into space. She hadn't said a word in 3 days. Yeah they had a fight a few days ago but the old Jade would never let that bother her.

"Jade," he said, "Look we have to talk. I mean we have to really talk. I hate seeing you like this."

"Sorry," she said.

"No don't apologize," he told her, "Honey what's wrong?"

"You see what everyone else sees in me," Jade said, "You don't see the good in me."

"What? Why would you think that," Beck asked.

"Because," Jade said, "In the last 3 months you've kissed a girl that wasn't me-"

"That was acting Jade," Beck pointed out.

"Was the time out acting? Was your acting hurtful to me acting? Was it acting when you did the thing I told you notto do? Look you look at me and see a bitter mean hag and in a lot of ways I am. But I've bee through a lot Beck. Eli doing what he did to me. Us losing Willow-"

"Okay hang on a second," Beck said, "Where is Jade?"

"I'm right here," Jade said rolling her eyes.

"No. That isn't the Jade I know. The Jade that I know refused to give up-"

"Beck it's been so long," Jade said.

"Uh-huh and when I said that you told me up one side and down the other. You wouldn't allow me to give up. You refused to let anything get in your way."

"And where did I get," Jade said.

"Hey. It isn't the end of the story," Beck said, "Also the Jade I know doesn't let challenges get in her way. I want you to face those challenges and control them not for them to control you. You need to say f-u-c-k those challenges. I'm not going to let this situation control me."

"Well how can I do that! How can I not be bitter and angry and pissed off. Look even in normal situations there are things that are unspoken understanding Beck. Look at me. What do you see?"

"What do I see? Jade when I look at you I see a strong beautiful woman."

"Then why did you give me a 'time out' like I was a stupid child," Jade asked.

"I wanted to get you angry," Beck said

"HUH? WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO GET ME ANGRY BECK?"

"Because," Beck said, "When you're angry you fight and you haven't been fighting lately. You haven't been fighting for yourself. You haven't been fighting for your dignity. You haven't been fighting for your respect. You haven't been fighting for us and you haven't been fighting for Willow. You're becoming a non person. I will do anything to get my Jade back."

"And who was your Jade," Jade asked.

"She was someone who wouldn't have let struggles control her in the first place," Beck said, "She certainly wouldn't let herself be defeated by an idiot and the Jade that I know and still love would never allow herself to be defeated."

"Allow myself to be defeated? Are you high," Jade asked, "I wouldn't allow myself to be defeated."

"You did allow yourself to be defeated."

"BECK I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU SAID THAT" Jade yelled.

"I'm not saying it was your fault. I'm saying that you wouldn't have been defeated if you were on top of your game"

"I'll show you on top of my game," Jade said throwing a pillow at him.
A slip of a smile appeared on Beck. This was the Jade that he knew and loved. All he had to do was piss her off.