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I Belong To You

Chapter 1

babygirl2006

(Spencer's POV)

I don't really see outside these four walls anymore. I just can't bring myself to do anything. It hurts to get out of bed. To go to school. To eat. It just hurts to do everything but stare at the ceiling above my bed. I wish I could go back to a week ago. I wish I could make her see she belongs with me. I wish I could forget and move on. I wish I could stop thinking about 'What ifs' and actually live my life again. Why does this hurt so bad? I wish I knew why I cared for her so much but I don't. I loved her and it wasn't going to just go away like it did for her.

"Get up! You are going to that party with me tonight and you don't have an option. You're going bottom line. Be ready in 15 minutes. Or you're going like that." Glen said then walked back out. Man why can't they just let me be. Leave me alone. I can't get over everything on my own. Or at least I can try. 15 minutes later he returned.

"You ready to go?"

"No.." I told him. I don't want to go to this party. I don't want to see her. Glen is going to run off and then I'm going to be stuck having to see her all over some random girl or some random girl all over he. I don't want to have to see that.

"Lets go!" He grabbed my hand and pulled me to the car. 20 minutes later we pulled up in front of a big ass house. There are cars parked everywhere. Both sides of the street. Even a few in the grass of the yard. Someones parent are going to flip about that. We got out the car and walked towards the door. You could already hear the blaring music. Frankie J 'That Girl' is playing. I guess its a good song to play at a party. I just shook my head. I don't even know why I am here. I walked into the house and the first person that really caught my eye is Aiden. Slowly followed by Ashley. I followed Glen over to get something to drink. This night it going to be just 'GREAT'. Another memory I can add to the other 14 painful ones I have. Nothing ever changes these days. Its always the same. The same day over and over again. The same painful, heart wrenching days over and over. How could you possibly tell someone you loved them one night and the next day you don't feel it anymore. Maybe she just can't be a one person girl. Maybe sticking with one person isn't her thing and never well be. I never realized why she would care so much about the outside world and what was going with every other girl out there but she does... Obviously. I've never really thought about breaking up with Ashley. So when it came time when she broke it off, I wasn't ready. I didn't realize how much pain one person could make you feel. Just by saying a few words. Words that I didn't think would have to come this soon in our relationship. Words I never thought would come at all. Glen had handed me a drink but when he left my side I took a few shots and don't a couple more cups of whatever nasty ass beer was in the plastic red cups. I don't care what it was. Maybe it will help me forget what I see tonight. Or maybe numb the feeling I already have.

"What are you doing?" She whispered into my ear from behind me. I already knew who it was. I didn't need to turn around to realize.

"None of your business." I grabbed a cup and tried to walk away but she grabbed me by the waist and pulled me back into her. "What do you want?" I screamed at her.

"You don't need that." She tried to grab my cup.

"You aren't my girlfriend anymore you gave that up a week ago. So get out of my face." I pulled away from her and walked outside. This is already messed up and I've been here what 10 minutes. 15 max. Life is cruel. This is the first time I've drank since the night I was supposed to watch Ashley sing at Gray. I can already feel the drinks I have had. I feel myself stumble every so often.

"Why are you yelling at me? I thought you didn't care what I did. I thought you said you wanted to break up too. And that it was fine if we were just friends."

"Are you serious? You are gonna stand here and ask me why I'm yelling at you. Ashley you don't get it do you? You may have wanted to break up to be with someone else but I was true to what I said to you. I meant every word. And I never told you I wanted to still be friends with you. I also never told you I wanted to break up too. I don't know how that got in your head but it better fly else where because We are never going to be friends again. You done messed that up. Now if you will stop following me and leave me alone. I have a walk to get started on. Bye now." I said with a lot of anger. I started to walk down the road.

"Spencer.." She yelled after me. I just ignored her and keep walking. "Spencer" She was running after me now. Her voice was getting closer and closer. I stopped.

"What do you want now? Why can't you just leave me alone?" I said quietly. I could feel her standing right behind me. I didn't want to turn around. I couldn't. Standing this close to her brings back a lot of feelings that I just wanted to hide inside of me and wish after time they would go away.

"I didn't want to hurt you. Thats the main reason why I broke it off..."

"Well you did... Hurt me. I remember that when I use to look at you I felt a lot of things but it was never pain now all I feel is pain. So leave everything alone. It will make things a lot easier. Just leave me alone." I told her then started walking forward again.

"Can you stop interrupting me and let me finish?" Ashley grabbed my arm. I closed my eyes at the feel of her touch and sighed.

"Why? It all ends the same. Your sorry for hurting me but we can't go back there. I already know this but I still can't stand to be around you. Saying sorry doesn't help the pain I have inside. Now let me go. Bye Ashley.. And thats the last time I'm saying it." I walked off. She didn't stop me this time. I didn't know where I was going but I needed to get away from her. Not just Ashley but away from everyone.

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