BPOV
It's been a year since Edward left me. I still wait for him. Everyday. I don't think I will ever be able to move on, but has he? I sit here alone in my dorm room at Dartmouth and listen to my iPod, when my favorite song comes on and my hand begins to write a note to my love.
I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like.
I remember the look in your eyes that night you left me. Your eyes were so empty.
Is it over yet, in my head?
I continue to hear your voice, everyday in my head.
I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind.
I know not much of your kind, but you aren't evil. The only evil was when you left me here, lied to me when you spoke of how much you loved me. So cruel.
Is it over yet? I can't win.
I feel myself slipping away, why won't it end? I know I cannot win.
So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.
I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.
I'm going all the way, get away, please.
I know I saw a fire in your eyes when you told me you loved me. Could it have been true? Did you actually lie to me that night when you left me cold and alone? Let yourself go, if that is the truth, let me have that part of you. The part I saw, that gave me love.
You take the breath right out of me.
You left a hole where my heart should be.
You got to fight just to make it through,
'cause I will be the death of you.
Every word you spoke, every look you gave me, took my breath away.
My heart has and never will be whole again.
All the danger I caused you to fight, it's all my fault.
This will be all over soon.
Pour salt into the open wound.
These cuts on my arms and legs burn each time I think of you.
Is it over yet? Let me in.
Can't you give up? Let me know the truth!
So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.
I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.
I'm going all the way, get away, please.
You take the breath right out of me.
You left a hole where my heart should be.
You got to fight just to make it through,
'cause I will be the death of you.
I'm waiting, I'm praying, realize, start hating.
I've been waiting, I've been praying, but now I've realized you gone and now I've started hating.
You take the breath right out of me.
You left a hole where my heart should be.
You got to fight just to make it through,
'cause I will be the death of you.
I LOVE YOU.
-Bella
