Just wanted you guys to know I'm sorry for not updating on any of my story's but i just can't find inspiration! This story's dedicated to my emy3 and to anyone who's had a crush that's way out of their league =)

I peeked my head out of my book again, letting my eyes bore into the back of his head. This was probably the 5Th time I looked up at him since we started our reading time. I sighed quietly and started reading again. I just couldn't focus, knowing he was right in front of me.

Hi, I'm Bella, Bella Swan, I'm 16 and i live in Forks Washington, yeah like spoon and forks? I'm.. well a nobody, But one thing I have, is a crush. I've had the same crush since the 7th grade within the first week! His names Edward, yeah... parents hated him huh? old fashioned name. Edward has messing bronze hair, that waves in the back. His eyes are always shining with laughter or a new joke. Hes a class clown, loves hockey. Catching on yet?

I'll put it simply, hes taken. Yeah, Ellie Hartmann. Shes a year older with dyed brown hair and way to much makeup. Can I hear a slut? I heard the bell ring and I looked up to find him already scrambling to leave with Luke and Kyle. I picked up my books and walked over to the door.

I walked silently to science, down the stairs through the hall make a turn on your right and straight ahead. I walked in and took my seat in the desk, I'm the 'lucky' girl that gets to sit in the desk pushed up agaisnt the lab table so you can't get in, sadly, I don't even care. I love this spot, one reason, Edward was diagonally infront of me.

I put my stuff on my desk and sat down, trying not to make it look like I was watching him too much. It might be just a crush, but honey I'm too crushed to bounce back