How long?
Till it gets depressing once again?
When shall my heart break even more?
I can't take much more,
Should I believe in love,
or just give up now?
Will he ever change?
Will he ever notice?
I can't go through that again.
What if he dies next time?
Will I be able to take it?
I highly doubt it.
Will they lie to me?
Once again?
I will never step foot there again.
All they do is lie.
Too many painful memories.
Will they ever go away?
Why did they lie?
Were they trying to break me?
Well it worked.
I was scared.
I didn't know what else to do.
And now I regret it.
These scars won't go away.
There painful reminders of my past,
that I have no hope in forgetting now.
I wish I could take it all back.
I hate this.