DISCLAIMER:I do not own Durarara! or Shizou or Izaya. (although i will i did)

Redone: 4/11/2012

Every touch makes me shiver, the way the moonlight dances across our skin as our breathing quickens and we become one with each other. I bet it means nothing to you, this is just sex.

Even as you touch me now, I think it must be that way. But you also know about my feelings. How whenever you stay with me, I end up curled up to you and it takes you forever to untangle from me. Do you realize it? how far i have fallen...?

I'm an idiot.

I guess it sounds girly, but i only come to you because i love you. heh. if anyone knew, i'd never be able to keep my reputation. Izaya Orihara. Information broker. Great information broker. does anyone know that we touch so inappropiately for two guys, supposively enemies? i doubt it. I know what i am to you. A pawn.

How am i pawn? Oh i could list the ways. I've always used others for my needs and now you are using me for your needs. I bet this is all a trick. You can't mean what you say. I hear how you grit your teeth when you say it.

Oh brute, you hide your intelligence dont you?

where is it hiding?

I know you are just playing with me, in such a dangerous game. Shizou. You don't feel how badly it hurts to be away from you.

This game must stop. I know it. You know it. We all know the truth. If we keep playing we may just get hurt.

I might fail as a pawn, and expose you to the enemy. They might steal you from me. They aren't allowed to. When you wandered into my apartment with a dazed look on your face, blood seeping from your body, I broke down. I don't think you understood in your half dead state that you came to me. But you did and I snuck a kiss to your lips when you passed out on the floor.

Hurry and end this game.

Shizou, as we slowly end the bliss of the seering heat, I whisper "I love you." I squeeze my eyes shut, waiting for the regret or the lie. You'll win if you lie..

Then..

You lie to me.. for the millionth time in our relationship..

And you win the game Shizou.

You win.

You said,"I love you too."

Are you still playing?

Is this still a game? a dangerous one? am i still a pawn to you?

...Do you really love me?

Felt the old version was crap. Probably will RE-redo it later. XD