So hi there... Uh... Yeah... So I've practically been dead to the world here, haven't I? Uh... Sorry for that, I guess... I haven't really had the time to do anything, much less write, so I'm just DEAD! (My Chemical Romance reference right there) to the fan fiction world...
So, uh, what have I been up to? Well, I've done a lot of shit. I made a friend, I almost fucked up my entire life again, I got into yet another bandom, got replied to by band members and their spouses on Twitter and Instagram, I drew a lot, I did a lot of shit. So what have you guys been up to? (Gosh I feel like a youtuber now...)
I'm not gonna promise that I'm gonna instantly go back to writing and that I'm gonna update everything. I'm not. I know that, and I feel you should too. But I'm sure as hell not gonna give up on these. No way. I promised myself I would never do that, and I won't. I am gonna take a while to understand where the fuck I'm actually going with the stories, for sure, but I'm not gonna rewrite or abandon them.
Anyways, so all you need to know for this is in the summary, I guess... I'm so sorry, guys. I really am. So uh, read and review?
One day I met a man
A collar of the whitest color he wore
He was looking sadly at his hand
It made me wonder what had happened to the poor soul aged at 24
At the beach where we met
We kept quiet for so long
He hadn't told me yet,
What was so wrong?
We sat under the sun
Looking down on the shore
I asked what had brought him down
All he said is he never should have opened his door
I could just picture the scene
Him walking in on a wife and a stranger
Of course saying that would be rather mean
So I kept quiet and waited for him to tell me more
"My wife", he begun
"Has just been shot in the heart,
It feels as if only a few weeks ago
The priest told us, "Until death do you apart"
I can't believe I'm losing her so soon
Now all I have are memories and a ring
I'll never more get to embrace her
Or hear her lovely voice speak or even sing."
As he spoke I could hear behind his words
All the pain he spoke about
He told me of how happy she made him
And now he'd have to live without
To say it was not heartbreaking
Would be to lie
But I have never know this aching
I had never been in love, now had I?
I had this feeling to comfort him
I still cannot think of a reason
I guess it was just another of those moments
Where my heart goes against my brain in treason
"If I died, we'd be together"
He told me with a look in his eye
"I can't simply just forget her,
But the world can try."
Those words tore me apart
I could not bear to hear more
I guess I finally found out
What had happened to the young man that was aged at 24
So, thoughts? I wrote this as a G&C assignment by the way... But I think that it still fits, and I kind of wanted to know what people thought about my writing, so there you have it...
Over and out
~JOZL
or for all the idiots out there,
Rage and love
~JOZL
or even for all the killjoys out there,
So long and good night...
~JOZL
