The Day I Became Edogawa Conan

Truth sometimes can be very painful. Yet, he has to accept it whether he likes it or not. Witness the thoughts of Kudo Shinichi and people around him, as he finally accept the devastating news and how his world is about to change for good...


[Disclaimer: I, Duchess AnimeLove, do not own Detective Conan. This anime is owned by Aoyama Gosho. I'm just a fan, enjoying making fanfics, that's all.]

WARNING: Grammar errors, characters being OOC, and spoilers might be included. Now, ignore me and read.


1.

{Haibara Ai}

I didn't realize when did the truth finally sank to my mind...

Probably after those thousands experiments I've done, those research I've been working on for, like, billionth times...

Alas, I accepted it...

There's no cure.

There will never be one.

We're stuck in the body of a 7 years old child for the rest of our life.

I pull my head from the microscope, and felt that something heavy had fall on it. I backed away slowly from the apparatus, feeling the wall behind me and fell on my knees.

I gave up.

I thought that I was strong enough to defeat my own weapon of death.

I thought I would be able to make things right, for the first time in my cruddy, unlucky life.

I thought that I could repay Kudo, for all the countless time he had saved me, awake me, give me hope to hold on and stop me from doing those imbecilic actions that sometimes pops in my mind.

And I was dead wrong...

I have been defeated by that damned drug...

I smiled. Maybe this isn't bad at all. I will be the seven years old Haibara Ai, living in the life of someone who isn't truly me and finally not having Gin or Vermouth or the entire organization trying to tail me from behind.

Finally having the freedom that I've always wanted...

Finally...

No more Miyano Shiho...I told myself.

No more Sherry...

"Oi, Haibara! Come up already, the others have arrived!"

Professor Agasa showed up, he look around and finally notice that I was kneeling beside him. Immediately, he started to worry.

"Eh, are you okay? You look pale..."

I ignore his question, and shot him with an angry glare. The old man stunned, and slowly back away. Urgh...I just hate it when people, whether they realized it or not, are trying to disturb the moment I was having right now...

"Go away..." I grunted.

The awkward silence remained for the next 15 seconds (or more...but I was too disturbed to count). Agasa then shrugged "Well, don't keep the others wait too long. I guess I'll just have to ask Shinichi what had happened to you then..."

Kudo Shinichi...

I've forgot about him...

Yet, my mind seems to lost control of my emotions...Happiness, satisfaction, fear, angry, sadness, all mixed up in my heart. I lift my eyes from ground and stared at the lamp above. I was too busy thinking about the possibilities I may face in the future, that I completely forgotten about the certain detective, whose life and fate depends on that antidote I was suppose to find and create...

And suddenly I couldn't stop myself from smirking...

"Looks like our future hold something different than we've expected, Kudo..."


[I don't know where does this going to lead us, though...The idea just popped up in me one night and I decided to create a fanfic based on this wild one. Hope you'll enjoy, and yes, there will be upcoming chapters but you just have to be patience 'cause I cannot assure you when the next chap will be post in here.]

Have a nice day.

~ Duchess AnimeLove