Hey guys this popped into my head after watching last night's Degrassi. Don't know if this will be a one shot or not tell me if you want more enjoy.

Clare pov

After my interview with Eli I was in shock. He made it sound as if I was never in love with him, which I still do. Yeah you heard right I still love him. After he left with that Imogen chick I started writing. When I finished I quickly left to make it before the bell to my next class. About thirty minutes into class I asked for a hall pass. I quickly went to the theatre which I knew Eli's class was in.

"Ah miss Edwards, what a pleasant surprise to see you in here." said. Everyone in the class turned to look at me. I noticed Eli and Imogen look at me as if I was crazy.

"Yes it is I came by because I was in the office, and a student asked me to drop this off to you." I told her then handed her the poem/letter as I was walking out she stopped me.

"Miss Edwards do you mind if I read this aloud to my class?" she asked because I had put my name on it, but the class didn't need to know.

"It's not my paper so I don't mind, well I better get back to class before my teacher sends someone out. See you later." I told her then left. Apparently she understood that I didn't want the class to know I wrote it, I could her voice as I left. Instead of going to class like I said I was I quickly pulled out my white-out marker and pen to rewrite my hall pass. Instead of saying office it said car to get binder. I quickly put away my pen and white-out and walked to the front door.

"You're not allowed to leave school premises." One of the officers at the door told me. I pulled out my hall pass and gave it to him. He looked at it handed it back to me and let me go. What he didn't know was that I was skipping the rest of the day. I quickly hopped onto my bike and took off down a very familiar road. When I arrived to my destination I just threw my bike to the side and ran to the door, and knocked three times then stepped back.

"Clarabelle? It's nice to see you, but what are you doing here?" Bullfrog asked me.

"Can I come in?" I asked him.

"Uh sure does Eli know you're here?" he asked me after I was inside.

"No, but I thought you would like to know something." I told him than got squeezed very hard in a tight hug.

"Clare, baby girl it's so nice to see you. What are you doing here?" Cece asked me.

"She has something to tell us she said." Bullfrog answered for me.

"Of course you know you can tell us anything." She told me then pulled me to the couch.

"Before you tell us what you need to tell us can we ask you a few questions?" Bullfrog asked me.

"Sure, what do you want to ask?" I asked looking at them both. Cece asked first.

"Do you still love Eli?" she asked wow that was … blunt. I decided to answer honestly.

"Yes I do, but I got scared to stay with him because I thought I wasn't good enough to be with him. I also got scared because I have never been in a relationship as long as I had been with Eli. Plus he was under more stress to keep me by his side as if I left I would disappear, not that I blame him Julia died that weekend last year." I told them both honestly.

"Well that pretty much sums up our questions so what do you need to tell us?" Cece said.

"Well I'm worried about Eli." I stated to them both.

"Why are you worried about him Clarabelle?" Bullfrog asked me.

"Because he's not taking his medication." I told them seriously.

"How do you know that?" Cece asked me.

"Because I had to do an interview with him for the school newspaper, and he started talking about our breakup as the play. When he was describing it he sounded like he was crazy. Then I asked him if he was taking his meds and he said no he wasn't. I told him he needs to get help, and he said he has help and this girl came up to him. They started to leave, and before he was out of my sight he took his pills and threw them all away." I told them in a rush because I was getting scared of losing him.

"Don't worry Clare we'll make sure he starts taking them again." Cece reassured me then hugged me.

"Thanks guys, and if Eli asked if I told you guys can you say I didn't?" I asked them while looking at them with pleading eyes.

"Of course Clarabelle." Bullfrog told me.

"Thanks I better go before he gets home school just let out. It was really nice seeing you guys I've missed you." I said then left quickly.

Eli pov

When Clare walked in to my class I was surprised then I listened to what was happening.

"- a student asked me to drop this off to you." Clare told . She then started heading out, but stopped her.

"Miss Edwards do you mind if I read this aloud to my class?" asked her even though she said it wasn't her paper.

"It's not my paper so I don't mind, well I better get back to class before my teacher sends someone out. See you later." She told her then left.

"Well class this is a very interesting piece. Here it goes it's in letter form.

You you mean the world to me and I love you

You bring out the worst in me yet you bring out the best

You had and still do dared me to do things I would never have done

You are all the things I said I would never like in a guy yet I fell for you hard, oh so very hard

Our blow up was because I was scared, but it was not because of you no, I was scared because I knew I could have forever with you

When I see you in the halls I wish it could be like before you and me holding hands secretly with our friend telling us his newest jokes

I overreacted that night because what had happened I had been scared that I lost you forever when I knew I hadn't lost you forever I ended it

Because I thought that if we stayed together that I would be the end of you and I couldn't let that happen

Yet I saw you today and I was terrified of what was happening to you, you have become someone entirely different yet I know the real you is still there

You may not see it but I do and I hope to see the same guy I fell in love with my witty charming gentlemanly guy my writing partner my very sensitive guy

Just know that I, I will always love you.

"Well class what do you think of that?" asked the class, but she was looking at me. Since no one was speaking up I did.

"It was very emotional." I said out of nowhere.

"Ah Eli that was the point this was out of pure emotion. Now let's get back to class." She said then continued with class. Thankfully this was my last class so when the bell rang I left quickly to look for Adam.

"Hey Adam come here." I said in a slightly louder voice than normal.

"Hey what do you need Eli?" he asked in a sullen tone, and I knew why because I had gotten mad at him so I decided to apologize

"I'm sorry about blowing up at you, but have you seen Clare?" I said/asked him.

"No she went to the office then never came back, why?" he told me.

"Wait you two have the same last period?" I asked confused.

"Uh yeah, but she asked the teacher to go to the office and never came back." He told me.

"Weird she came into my class to drop off something to . I have to ask her something, but I'll just ask her tomorrow." I said then half waved and left. When I got home my parents said they needed to talk to me.

"Eli can I see your pills please." Cece demanded, then I remembered that I had thrown my pills away because I had been somewhat crazed funny that the letter that Dawes read out loud calmed me down.

"Uh I kind of accidently threw them away because I was somewhat crazed after not taking them for so long." I told Cece.

"I'll have the doctor prescribe you some more, but this time I'll be giving you three in a tiny bag each day." She said then said I can go.

I logged on to my IM and saw Clare was on so I sent her a message

Eli-gold: Hey sorry for exploding on you and I rewrite the play if you want

Clare-e: its okay you didn't take your meds. Which reminds me why didn't you take your meds?

Eli-gold: Uh Imogen convinced me that it was blocking me from writing a play

Clare-e: Oh um are you dating her

Eli-gold: No but I thought she was helping me apparently I was wrong

Clare-e: Oh okay and you know if you ever need help I could help you I'm always here for you

Eli-gold: Nice to know so are you dating that Jake guy

Clare-e: No but his dad and my mom are dating so we kind of have to spend a lot of time together I convinced him to date Alli

Eli-gold: Okay nice to know got to go Adam is coming up

Clare-e: Kay love you bye

I kept staring at that message even after she logged off. Adam then came up and we started playing video games, but I haven't forgotten about that message.

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