This is my first time writing so I would appreciate it if you help me along the way...

anyway, on to the actual fanfiction. I hope you enjoy:

current time:

Lucy sat down at the table and looked at her sweaty palms, she hated this feeling, she hated how she longed for him by her side but knew she couldn't have him. He already chose who he wanted, even after about what he told Lucy. He said that the relationship that he had with Lissana never worked in the first place, there was ' no trust '. Lucy felt pathetic, she couldn't do anything about it, she had no say in the matter even after he showed her affection, she couldn't do anything at all.

previous month back:

Lucy's POV:

I sat in my bed searching through my phone, completely bored out of my mind. There was nothing do any more, there was the same boring old news on the Fairy Tail news page. Only elite members who have proven their loyalties can be mentioned and pretty much given the title of an official website idol. I heard that there were rumours on there being an actual Fairy Tail hangout hidden in an basement of a pub. Yet there was no evidence of such foolishness. although somewhere deep inside of me, this nagging feeling told me other wise, sending a tsunami of butterflies to crash into my stomach. I began to feel my eyes slowly close on me as I yawned, sliding down into the comfort of my pillow and blanket, phone falling from my hand as I drifted into a deep sleep with the thought of becoming a member of said website.

My alarm blared waking me up, a reminder of how cruel the world was for making me go to school. I went to grab my phone to turn the alarm off, only to find that it wasn't on my desk and lying on my floor. I grunted and picked it up, hitting the stop button. I stared at my phone for a short while, scrolling down all of the new notifications I had received whilst I was sleeping. My eyes widened as I reached one with the headline, 'Welcome to the elite Fairy Tail team'. I gasped and threw my phone on my bed as I ran to my mirror, yep I'm still alive. Leaving my phone on my bed, I began to do my makeup, simple eyebrows, eyeliner and some mascara, trying to distract myself as much as I possibly could however, the thought of how ironic it was to be thinking about being added to join their group before she fell asleep and then actually being a part of it when you woke up. I grinned ear from ear as I brushed my hair and parted it in the middle, pulling one side of it into a half pony tail and repeating the process on the other side. As for my outfit, it was relatively simple, a white long sleeved turtle neck shirt, a black pleated skirt and some knee high sock paired with some black docs. After brushing my teeth, I grabbed my phone and ran out of the house, wishing my parents a good day.

When I got to school, I saw all of my friends standing outside waiting for me. Grinning I approached them.

"What are you smiling at Lucy?" Levy asked as she greeted me with a small wave of her hand.

"Oohhh Levy, you would never guess what happened to me when I woke up" I beamed.

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Natsu staring at me as I talked to Levy. This was unusual because he never really looked at me, even if we were in the same friendship group. He tended to keep to his self or really only talk to his girlfriend Lissanna or Grey.

"Spill the tea sis" Levy laughed out.

"So you know that online group that I always talk about?" I said lowering my voice, I was happy but if everyone found out, they might treat me differently.

"Fairy Tail was it?" Levy whispered back.

Nodding, I said, "I've been asked to become and elite member!".

Levy gasped at me and held my hands, "That's great Lucy!".

Before we could say anything else, the bell rang to inform us that we had 5 minutes till we had our first lesson. The whole time walking to lesson, I could feel his eyes burning into my back, sending shivers running up and down my spine.