Disclaimer: I don't own Thomas Sanders or any of his Sides. (Obviously)

They didn't understand him.

He was anxiety, the bane of everyone's existence.

Nobody like him, nobody cared for him. They said he was the bad guy and that he was mean and cruel and many other things he should never repeat. It hurt, but that was just the way things were.

Though he did wish they knew how much he put up with, the amount of (metaphorical, of course) weight that was crushing him till the point of exhaustion every single day. But he was also glad they didn't know. They didn't know how much he was suffering and they never would. (Hopefully.)

He was glad to keep his weaknesses to himself where they wouldn't tease or mock him. He would rather continue to suffer than them finding out.

He was anxiety. None of them seemed to get that. Though he did question and panic over the thought of Logan knowing, but he seemed just as clueless as the others. It was kind of amusing to think about though. Roman was creativity and he is creative. Logan is logic and he uses and has logic. Patton is Morality and he knows right and wrong. And he was Anxiety, so he has anxiety. But they didn't know that. And they never would.

He dreaded making videos. It wan't the fact of being on camera, he actually loved the thought of him being on camera (only because he was terrified of being forgotten in this gigantic universe and having his face on the internet helped quell that fear). It was the thought and action of being with the others that made him dread making a video. With Roman's constant mocking, Logan's criticism, and Thomas always telling him to stop being negative, he wished he could just sink into the floor and never return (but unfortunately, he can't). He always ended up going into his room after videos to cry or calm down but most of the time, both.

Sometimes he really wished they cared enough to check on him or at least try with him. But they don't- haven't and never will. Because he was Anxiety and anxiety is a disorder.

I know it's not good and short but it's also the first thing I have ever written...

If you have any opinion or criticism for this or any of my future works, please tell me. Thank you for wasting and reading whatever this is :) 3.

-- Ally

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