It all started when I was seven. It was my first day of first grade. I remember I woke up two hours early to get ready for school. I probably tried on 10 outfits before I found the perfect outfit, for a seven year old that is. It was a cute dress with flowers on it, not too long, not too short.
Justin was starting his first day of secpmdgrade. He was a lot calmer than I was, seeing he was use to elementary school. After eating breakfast we said goodbye to our parents and Justin walked with me to the bus stop.
There were about five boys there and three girls. I was disappointed Harper wasn't there but my mom had told me Harper had to go to the bus stop closer to her house. Anyways these five boys came over to Justin and me who were sitting on the curb. One boy kicked dirt at me and started to make fun of my dress. Another grabbed my brand new backpack. I remember it took me forever to find just the right one.
Justin wasn't the strongest kid, or popular. I've seen Justin being picked on so many times but he never said or did anything. That day was the only day I had seen Justin so angry. He told me to close my eyes. By the time he let me open my eyes those boys where on the opposite side of the bus stop practically crying. I was happy to see my backpack was back unharmed and the dirt was no longer on my dress.
Every since that day Justin has been more like a best friend to me than a brother. Sure we have a lot of fights, but that's what happens when you see the same person for so long. But enough with me talking about Justin.
My life is pretty great, well it would seem like that. I have the best friend a girl could ask for Harper. We go shopping, which we both love. I can tell her almost anything and know she won't tell anyone else. She's always there for me and I'm always there for her. I finally told her I can do magic. She was a little shocked at first but she was fine later.
Then I have a great boyfriend. His name is Adam. We've been together for about 6 months now. He has no idea about my powers. I don't feel comfortably about telling him yet, we haven't been together that long.
But something feels wrong, very wrong. I have the perfect life, I mean perfect. My grades are pretty good, not as good as Justin's of course. I have a great family and great friends. I have what would be considered the perfect boyfriend. He made varsity basketball last year as a freshman and was a starter. The girls love him, but he loves me Alex Harper. To top it off I can do magic, which most people would love to do.
But lately I haven't been the same. I can't remember the last time I've been truly happy. It makes me feel horrible. I'm selfish I really am. People would die for the life I have, but I wish I was dead everyday. It's not my fault, I can't control how I feel.
The worst thing is that I can't tell anyone. No one will understand. What I'm feeling is forbidden and wrong. It makes me sick just thinking about it, but I always do. I always think about him. He's the only person who ever made me feel happy and angry at the same time. I love him more than life itself. I tried denying it so many times but I found that pointless. I didn't choose to fall in love with him, I can't choose who I fall in love with.
It doesn't matter I'll never tell him or anyone. I will go on with living my life as a lie like I have been doing. No matter how much it hurts, not matter how much I need him I'll never have him, never. A feeling so forbidden should not be spoken of out loud. A feeling that shouldn't exist, exists. Why me? Why? Out of everyone I could be in love with I fell in love with the one person I can never have. He will never love me back, well never in the way I feel for him.
I, Alex Russo am in love with my brother Justin Russo and there's nothing I can do about it.
Well I'm going to admit I never thought I'd be interested in doing an incest story, or anything that isn't a Liley. But I can't ignore the chemistry between these two. If you don't like this kind of story then don't read it. I honestly don't support incest, but Justin/Alex fit so well together. I only write about pairs that have great chemistry no matter who it is. Anyways this first chapter wasn't the best, but it will pick up and become better. So give it a chance. And Alex doesn't seem like herself her, I feel like I wrote her wrong here. Anyways the following chapters will be better, trust me. This one is just getting things started off. Anyways leave me a review and let me know what you think please.
