Title: Miniature Disaster
Pairing: Harry/Hermione all the way!!
Disclaimer: do I have to do this?? I mean you know they don't belong to me.right??

Note: first of all,I wanna say thank you to my dearest beta reader Lia.YOU ROCK!. Second I wanna say I made a few changes around here:Lupin is not...you know? gone because he rocks and I simply couldn't kill him,but he is indeed married to Tonks :).Sirius is not dead (I love him way too much to kill him).This is told on Harry's last year at Hogwarts...oh and Harry is living with Sirius.

ENJOY!

side note: this is my very first Harry Potter fic,please be nice.

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If I say my life changed the last 7 years would be an understatement; from the first time I found out I was a witch I knew my life would be different, even if I wanted to remain the same; at some point I am the same bookworm Hermione, but I also have other priorities in my life, besides my books, of course and those are my friends.

Harry and Ron are my family. They understand me in a way nobody can, not even my parents, beside of the obvious fact that I spend more time with them than mom and dad...I tell them everything, or at least they think I do. The truth is there is a secret I've been hiding for a long time.

I, Hermione Jean Granger, have fallen in love with the one and only Harry Potter...yes, bookworm, smartass has fallen in love with her best friend. How did it happen? I have no clue, honestly. I mean one day we were talking and next day I was drooling over him, but you know what the worst thing is? I think he knows. How? Well that's simple...We were talking one day in the common room, while Ron was taking a walk with his girlfriend, at some point which I can't actually remember when, he asked me if I was interested in someone; I said no but he knew I was lying.

I gave an explanation about how ugly I considered myself and that was why a boy would never pay attention to me. He said, in a very sweet way, I was not ugly but beautiful. Yes! Harry told me I was beautiful.

Then it happened...we kissed; actually he kissed me I just couldn't push him away. Suddenly and out of nowhere I said "I love you", he stared at me like I was crazy or something and then he kissed me again.

That was actually 3 months ago. We've been doing more than kissing now, way more than that. He never said he loved me though, I know he doesn't and probably never will, he just wants us to keep seeing each other even if we just talk, maybe because he know we'll end up having sex anyway.

"Harry..." I look at him as he gets dressed; he turns his beautiful green eyes at me and smiles. "Is there any other reason why you came here today; other than sex?"

He frowns.

"You know I like to be with you, Herm" he sits next to me on the bed, I try to read him. I can't find anything "its not just...you know? sex"

"Then what is it?"

"I don't know...I mean if you want us to be something else" he asks, I shake my head.

"That wouldn't change anything, would it? I mean you would still walk away and I'll still have to wait for another make out session just to keep you closer."

He stares at me for a minute. I'm scared he might yell at me or walk away without saying a word. Instead he cupped my face with his hands and kissed me.

"I got to go, I have Quidditch practice"

I look at him as he walks away and sigh. I have the strange feeling that if I try to ask him the same question, as why we're doing this he'll run away.

Honestly, I don't want for this to be over, I'm afraid if we go out and end it to this, Harry will never see me as a friend anymore or he might never talk to me either, only because I stopped getting his bed warm.

I get up 20 minutes later and go down the common room. I pretend I'm not actually waiting for Harry but only reading a book, the truth is I love to see him in Quidditch robes, it melts my heart. Anyway, I sat around the fire place after he arrives, he is telling us a story about a fight during training, I stopped paying attention after a few minutes and decided to stare instead...I stare at his eyes, his lips, his hands...everything. I can't believe I never realize how cute he is, how much he has changed these last few years and how stupid I was for not noticing it before.

Suddenly I feel as if all my world is dancing around me, as if a strange force is pushing me backwards and forwards, I feel as if my chest is about to explode. I don't know what my face looks like, because now both Harry and Ron are bending on their knees next to me

"Are you feeling alright?" Harry is the first one to ask. I've never seen him so worried before

"Yeah, I'm ok" I lie, I don't want to make a fist for what is probably nothing "I'm just tired that's all"

They both stare at me for a minute so I decide to stand up quickly, but not to quickly or I might faint.

"Well, seems I'm going to be turn in early after all" I feel Harry behind me as I walk to the stares, waiting in case I might fall "Good night"

"Good night, Herm" Harry says "I'll see you tomorrow"

This means another make out session.

TBC!

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