Ki Ni Naru Aitsu

A Li Syaoran POV

(A/N: My view on how he created that song...although CLAMP did...don't sue me..hehehe..)

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Once upon a time, there was a girl named Sakura, she was well gullible but smart...breathtakingly beautiful and well I never imagined her to be kind as well.

For me, she was an emerald-eyed stricken chick that I vehemently treated rottenly.

I never imagined myself to be infatuated until that time in the beach. Heck, I was almost erased there!

That was –

"What the hell!?"

Li Syaoran muttered dumbly as he crumpled the paper.

It was already late in the night as he tore his look up at the sky.

A day has gone...yet his was well, not yet over...for a time being.

For sometime his thoughts was being tormented by this girl named Sakura Kinimoto. Well, even she knows how he used to dwell on his sworn vow that he would capture all the cards. Months have passed and many incidents involving the cards have gone through. This is just another day that has gone when that mysterious boy from England came. Since then, Sakura had been busy maintaining her present state of wellness and cheerfulness. Yeah, she's been doing fine since that break and not to imagine, captured his heart as well.

"Damn woman..." he sighed.

It was just the same day, where his mind would fall on the same thought. Being rude to her was just outrageous. True, he was trained for every kind of Chinese magic since he was very young. He earned a birthright also as a Li Clan future leader, nevertheless, he was never trained for such feelings. Reason why his denseness was equal to the mysteriousness of that Eriol Hiiragizawa.

On the other side, Sakura's friend Tomoyo Daidouji, has been a help since the amethyst eyed lass noticed the growing feelings he never imagined to have since the day he met his hazel haired rival.

"But still..." he muttered to himself.

Still he was in the path of uncontrollable confusion. Where the loss of interest in studying, the times where he was daydreaming, looking stupid when he sees her, blushing furiously every time she comes close to him was a thing he was never used to ....talk about the looniest actor he was ever made of.

The coldness of the air reminded him what he was when he came in Tomoeda. He was cold exteriorized, always came with a serious look on his face but.... he was a man, a man who has a heart that he almost never understood...well he was quite dumb for that feat, but hey, who would rather not be confused in his state?

It was a never a part of his routine to dwell on such things...such things as insipid as love.

"But only a human mind can make that, I am human...well kind of." he whispered silently as he remembered his ability to use magic. Not those tricks found on TV, but a magic he was trained of, which became a tradition passed for many generations.

Yet he doesn't remember any of his ancestors falling in this absurd feeling, except for his father that left him in the custody of his mother breaking the promise of love that came to a...

"Divorce..." he remembered how young he was when he was left, alone, and this gave him to a more confusing thought of forgetting his feelings.

"But that would be preposterous..."

True. Everyone would think of him as a robot. Nothing else....he swayed his senses into something worth to do by this hour. Remembering her just became a reason for....

"Ki ni naru Aitsu..." he smiled as he found an idea.

He picked his pen and grabbed a paper creating yet one of his first ever made story. 

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d' acts of a soul in pain

(A/N: Well that's it...this was just inspired by Li Syaoran's song. Ki Ni Naru Aitsu... thanks for reading...and for some who reviewed my other fics...ARIGATOU GOZAIMASOU!!!! Tnx.)