Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Final Fantasy VII characters.

Summary: We all know that Sephiroth is Cloud's idol. Cloud is too shy to meet him again after a little accident so when Zack suggests for him to do something extreme, will he do it? Warnings: cross dressing, yaoi.

A/N: This is a SOLDIER version of my other story 'Dire Fascinations' starring Sephiroth, Zack, and Cloud. It won't be very long, but if you guys want it to be I can extend it. I just had to make this because I had an urge to. Please review!

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Chapter One: Shy:

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Today I thought of something new,
I thought that I could change, be bold.
But what I realized is that it can't be true.
I'll be shy forever.
I'll never get anywhere for fear of displease.
I can't speak up, what's my problem?
I want to raise my voice and scream,
but what I always do is sit back and watch.
Dreams of getting my voice heard,
or telling the guy I like I'm into him.
Why can't I do that? I ask myself.
Why can't I be outgoing and outrageous?
I guess I'll just have to wait to see if it ever happens,
Will I ever be heard?

(A/N: By Lindsay, not me)

It was the normal day. He went to every single one of his tiresome classes on time. On this particular day though, he didn't cause a single fight or argument. Now, it was time for his last class.

He got himself to the gym and yawned. He was beat and he didn't care what the others thought as he stretched out. He sat himself in one of the seats inside of the huge room and took the pencil out of his spiky blonde hair.

"Psst, Cloud, I heard that General Sephiroth is supposed to be in here today", one of his friends whispered into his ear.

His blue eyes widened and he almost choked on his own saliva. Did he just say Sephiroth was coming in here? Oh, gods…he was tired as hell and there wasn't a good chance he would be able to lift a sword. He didn't care what the others thought about him…but Sephiroth…that was a completely different story.

He looked back at his brunette friend who was sitting up properly. He arched a golden eyebrow as to why his friend was suddenly being proper. He turned his blue eyes to face the front and saw an angel who lacked his wings standing by his instructor. He had long silver hair and glowing emerald eyes that intimidated everyone in the room including the teacher.

Cloud couldn't move. In fact, he was stuck in the laid position he was because he couldn't feel his limbs. His heart felt like it was pounding outside of his chest and his palms suddenly got sweaty. To top it off, he could feel his trainee pants getter tighter.

"I…have…to…piss…", he cried through gritted teeth as he put both of his hands over the lump in his pants. "Will…help…".

"Just wait…I'm sure he'll be gone in a few-", the brunette began.

"I HAVE TO GO NOW!", the blonde boomed before he got up and dashed for the nearest exit.

The brunette rolled his eyes, "I tried to tell him…".

The blonde's cheeks were a light pink. He bit his bottom as he blindly ran to do the door. He felt something trip him up and landed rather harshly onto the floor. Luckily for him, he landed on his shoulder.

"Skipping class calls for a write up…".

The voice stopped his beating heart completely. He cracked one blue eye open to look at whoever was speaking. He saw black boots and trailed his eyes upwards. His wandering eyes stopped at the face that dropped his jaw.

He did the sensible thing when met with an angel. He tinkled on himself. He felt very lightheaded and lost all control of his body. He watched as the silver-haired general's face twisted with disgust as he stepped away.

His vision grew dark and he cursed himself over and over again when he couldn't feel anything. Before he knew it, he was passed out cold on the ground. He could hear a mixture of footsteps, laughter, and communication going on around him.

"This is your student?", he heard the general asked.

His voice held a clear uncertainty in it.

"Yes, General Sephiroth, this is Cadet Cloud Strife", he heard his teacher answer.

Ah, man this was the most embarrassing day of his life. He wished that the general would have just skewered him right there for defiling the floor the way he did. How was he going to face him the day next? That is if he ever sees him again.

Oh my…

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A/N: This was way too short. I'll try to make the next chapter longer. Please review…