Choices made by Sam.

Hi all those who are reading this…this is my first attempted of a Supernatural fic so don't hate me if it sucks! Please I really don't mean to make it suck promise! Any way this is the first chapter please enjoy!

Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural at all.

Chapter 1

Dean's known everything about his younger brother, he always watched him. Even when he didn't want to be watched, and when he went off to collage Dean still kept an eye on him, and saw him when he looked so sad that he just studied and nothing else. He didn't even eat! Then she came along, Jessica, she cured him and he was his self again. And stayed that way until it happen. Dean came on got him because their dad was missing and then Jessica died. All this made him go back to the way he was before Jessica came into his life.

Dean stared at Sam as his brother pretended to be asleep. This was the third night this week he had not slept. If he didn't sleep soon Dean would knock him out with a baseball bat.

Sam was his younger brother and he wouldn't let anything happen to him. Dean couldn't take it anymore the silence was killing him. He climbed out of bed and went to the bathroom. (Why? Because he can…) He could feel Sam's eyes on his bare back the whole way to the bathroom door.

"Sammy you want something?" He asked.

Sam lay back down thankful Dean's back was turned. He could feel his face heat up. How could he let his brother catch him looking at him? He had looked a Dean at all since the last hunt.

"No…nothing…" Sam said.

Dean sighed and walked into the bathroom shutting the door behind him. He came out a few minutes later and looked over at Sam he could almost swear that he saw a black figure lean over his brother. He shook his head and looked again, there was nothing.

"Go to sleep Sammy," Dean said lying down on his bed.

"It's Sam, not Sammy." Sam reminded Dean. "And I will when I can."

Dean sighed. That meant tomorrow while he was driving Sam would sleep. Dean hated seeing Sam like this; he really needed to do something Sam was acting the way he acted after leaving home and before meeting Jessica. And Dean didn't like it.

Hello? So what do you think? And no it's not a DeanXSam fic. When I started it I didn't know how it would turn out and by the 4th chapter I realized it seemed to go that way, but no I'm not one to write like that, so…sorry if you were hoping it was. Anyway please review and tell if you liked it.