i know that most of you will think that this is totally nuts, but this is my latest brainchild that i consider worthy enough to post. it's usagi during Stars, when mamoru isn't writing to her, and she just pretends that everything is fine. the people that she's talking about are the senshi, obviously. hope you likes...
watercolor tears
talk_of_angels@hotmail.com

i'm sorry i lied,
led you on to believe that i
was doing so much better,
that progress was in the future.
i know i should have told you
instead of making believe and creating
my own little world.
but to tell you was hard,
i would start and then you would smile,
tell me i'm doing great,
how proud you were of me.
then my heart would sink as i promised myself
i would try harder
that i could make myself better
and that i needn't worry you
because i'd solve the problem,
wasn't it mine to begin with?
but at leasat you noticed,
at least you cared.
you consoled me, listened to my fears.

i know it's a little weird, but bear with me. i'm going through a stage. and remember, reviews are wonderful!!! besides, don't you want the favor returned??
loves,
watercolor tears