Disclaimer: Don't own Glee or the songs.

So I just got back from my month long vacation, and spent my boring day making a playlist for Santana and Brittany, and it quickly turned into a massive 90 songs and I thought...it would be cool if I could write a little something for each of these songs. Now I don't know if I can pull out 90 stories haha but hey, I got two down so far. I suppose they're kind of connected, but not really, more like one shots. Just read it I guess, it's not long, and tell me what you think and if I should put up the second one and continue :) This first one's in Brittany's point of view, the second will be in Santana's. Also if you guys have any songs you want me to do, just ask and I'll see what I can come up with!

ok i decided that if you're going to read this you should listen to the actual songs, so i'll be linking them :D

just type in youtube .com and add the rest.

/watch?v=VQXfexNVPSs

Brittany saw most things pretty clearly. Like that the square root of four is rainbows. And that dolphins are just gay sharks. And that her cat kept trying to read her diary.

And that she was completely and utterly in love with Santana Lopez.

She thought she had Santana pretty well figured out. There was "outside Santana" and "inside Santana", as she had dubbed them. "Outside Santana" was for everyone else. "Inside Santana" was for Brittany, and Brittany only.

Lately though, it seemed like the only Santana that came out to play was "outside Santana".

Brittany didn't know how she knew this, but she knew that with feelings it was better. She didn't understand why feelings had only made things worse with Santana. The more Brittany tried to get to the feelings, the more her Santana disappeared. She thought that Santana's declaration of love for her was everything she had been hoping for, but she never expected it to come with a price. It was as if as soon as Santana vocalized her feelings, everything became too real for her. She was paranoid that the whole school would find out.

And honestly Brittany didn't see what the big deal was. Sure, she knew what happened to Kurt. But Santana was most definitely not Kurt. And Santana was most definitely not alone. She had Brittany. And she always would.

If Brittany loved Santana and Santana loved Brittany, then they should just be able to be together. Properly!

It was as simple as 1+1=ducks. Psh, Brittany was a math whiz. She still didn't know how she barely passed algebra. Santana told her it was because she needed to use numbers instead of words for answers, but that didn't make sense because math used letters and letters made words. Right? Well it didn't matter because Santana pretty much did all her homework for her. Santana was smart like that.

Brittany didn't know where she would be without Santana. Probably back in the eighth grade. Brittany always knew she was different from everyone else. She knew that people thought she was stupid because she read upside down and she always got words mixed up, but Santana always accepted all her quirks and made her feel normal. She patiently explained every question Brittany had, laughed at all her jokes, and even had conversations with Lord Tubbington. Brittany had to keep Lord Tubbington away from Santana for a while because her smoking habits were starting to influence him. Or was it the other way around?

Brittany hadn't seen that Santana since their talk about feelings though. Brittany would see a glimpse of her Santana sometimes, but she would crawl back as quickly as she appeared into her shell whenever there was anyone even remotely near them. It was like she was trying to tell the rest of the world that she wasn't in love with Brittany. And that's what hurt more than anything. Brittany missed her Santana, and she was afraid that if Santana stayed that way for too long she would get stuck there. Like how her mom said if she kept her face in an ugly position for too long her face would get stuck there.

Brittany loved all of Santana. The Santana who was bitchy, the Santana who was mean, the Santana who was fiery, but most of all, the Santana she was when she thought no one was looking. Brittany thought that was the most beautiful Santana there was, so why couldn't she see that too? If she could just be herself all the time, Brittany knew everyone else would love Santana. Why did Santana feel like she had to be someone else for them? She was perfect just the way she was.

Brittany didn't know why Santana insisted on acting the way she did, but she knew that if she kept it up, it would mean bad news for both of them. Brittany saw most things pretty clearly, but all it took was Santana to complicate everything for her.