A/N: Honestly, I don't know where this came from and I'm not sure I like it, but I'm putting it up anyway, just in case its better than I think it is. A Cecelia POV, as spoken from heaven. And, while I'm religious, this is a very generic heaven.
Why?
By Lasafara FettOh, Pegasus, why?
I'm here, I'm not hurting anymore, but you hurt yourself.
Don't you see that this, this façade, this front you put up is only hurting yourself? Can't you see that moving on would be so much better, that I will always love you and I'm waiting for you, here, up here, and I'll always wait for you?
Oh, how I love you, Peega-chan, and I hate to see you like this. I'm not hurting, but you are. Oh, how you are hurting. Everyday, I see your soul being bound tighter and tighter in despair.
I cry for you. In heaven, where no one cries, you cause me to weep. I weep for your pain, for your hopelessness. If I could come back, if I could be with you forever, I would. I would never have left you.
I had no choice, my Peega-chan.
I love you. Am I the only one who sees through your mask? Am I the only one who sees you slowly decaying, slowly disintegrating from the man you once were? I've always loved you, will always love you.
The man you were was bright, happy, cheerful. You were so willing to help others, to be there when anyone fell. Not just me. That was what attracted me to you.
Now, now you are reduced to stealing other's souls, other's lives, in order to gain what you want. But how do you know it is what I want?
I want you to be happy. To be cheerful once more. I have been gone a long time, a very long time. You'll be here someday. I won't be hurt if you find a new love.
No matter what you do, you'll always be my Peega-chan, my lover, my dearest husband and closest friend. But stop your madness before it consumes you!
I wish I could say more. I wish you could hear me. I wish…
I wish I could tell you I love you, one more time.
I love you, Peega-chan.
My Pegasus, my own winged horse, flying to freedom.
Don't clip your wings just yet, koi.
You'll need them in heaven.
My angel mustn't be flightless.
You'll always have me there. I'll be with you, now and forever. Just don't close yourself up to the pain you cause! Don't hide it, don't cower behind false strength and broken dreams.
I'll be waiting, Koi.
