Just before you were gone

Did you know? I really hate you. Those times when you smirked, grinned, winked at me. Those ridiculous flirting that I can't resist; those little touches, caress, and bites. It makes me want to crush them all, those memories. You flitted to anywhere you want; at any time, at any place. You disappeared when I wished you were here. You never tried keeping your promises do you? Remember this sentence?

"I will remember to buy you a souvenir. But in return I want a kiss."

I'm still waiting for you to keep my end of the promise. No scratch that. I will double it.

"Hey Amu, go with me on my tour."

I wished I had agreed to that. Why didn't you try to change my mind? Why can't you? Perhaps then I would be with you now.

"Silly girl. I'm not going anywhere far."

Oh really? And where are you now?

"Stop crying like a baby Amu."

Remember then? When I tried to give you a valentine gift but it was ruined? You had thought I was going to give it to Tadase at first. Then you smacked it out of my hand and shouted at me. I laughed. Your expression was really funny then. It was practically priceless when you found out it was made for you.

"Amu, lets date."

I was shocked really. Date? Seriously what were you thinking at that time?! You smirked at me and brushed off my refusal and dragged me to the nearest mall.

"Tears are not getting you anywhere."

Oh…that line. How many times have you actually seen me cry? And when I actually swore to myself not to let anyone see this side of me. I am so sorry. Yeah right. Like it you ever actually bothered to listen to any of my advice anyway.

Can you see me now? My tears are falling so rapidly as I thought about you. I can't stop them. I tried to for you but they just refused to. Won't you wipe them for me and show me a smile? A smirk would be nice too. I can't see your picture anymore.

Here I am as I lay on my bed looking at the glinting bottle I held in my hands. It looks so attractive, especially the contents that were held in it. What would you say if you were here? I know what you would do. You would shout at me, perhaps a tongue lashing then comfort me. Let's not mention the perverted stuff you would do.

'I'm coming back today at 9.30pm. Wait for me.'

I really miss you…Ikuto.

xXx

This is Sasaki Nao. For today's news headlines the plane which is heading to Japan this afternoon just crashed on 9pm Tokyo time at night. No survivals were found as reported by the police. The plane company said that it was due to the bad weather conditions that it had crashed. This is reporting live at Channel 43. Sasaki Nao signing off.

xXx


Another sad attempt on angst. I was laughing at it? Like what the hell? Ok fine, I admit I was watch fandubs while writing this. .
I need to know how bad this is...:P
Cause I'm trying to see if I can try emotional fics. But then again. More or less I failed since I felt no grief for the characters even though I finished. Haha.

-Author is trying to spoil the happy endings of Shugo Chara-

There is too many happy stories out there really.

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