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Teen pregnancy style twilight
Chapter 1
Positive
I was lying in bed after spending all night awake, thinking about the possibility of being ... I couldn't even say it! Although I repeated to myself that it was impossible, that Edward cannot have children, there was something telling me that the word 'impossible' and I can't be on the same line. I had been very distant all week with Edward, Alice, and Jasper in the school. I believe that Jasper was noticing my anxiety, because besides being pursued by a psychotic vampire girlfriend, now I also had to worry about being p .... well, that little problem.
I got tired of bed and went to the kitchen. My appetite had improved a lot recently. I know that because I went straight to the fridge and pulled out a piece of cake left over from last night, and I ate it without blinking once. Suddenly, a big wave of nausea hit me, and I ran to the bathroom as fast as I could. There went the dessert. I washed out my mouth and took a shower.
When I left the bathroom, it was decided. Today I would tell Edward of my fear and I would ask him about a pregnancy test. Of course, he would probably make fun of me, but I did not care. It would be better than to continue with this torture.
The time for school came early and as usual, Edward was waiting in the driveway. I took an apple and left the house. Thank God Charlie had forgiven me and given up on my punishment after two months. He had also forgiven Edward. After all, he was just following his family, and he could not stay and live here on his own. There was my personal Adonis, opening the door every morning with his crooked smile, which made all my problems disappear for a moment.
"Hello, love," he greeted me and gave me a very short, (repeat, very short kiss) on my lips. "You were able to sleep something last night?"
His question surprised me a bit; I thought I was being discreet. "Why are you asking that?" I questioned him, playing the dumb card.
"Bella, do you think I wouldn't notice?" He was silent for a moment. "In fact, there is something I wanted to talk to you about. Do you mind if we skip the first hour to speak with calm, please?"
Oh, oh, it was time. I would have to talk to him about this. "It's OK, I have something important to tell you, too," I said, taking his hand.
We went to our place and lay down on the grass, holding hands. Not knowing how to start, I waited patiently for Edward to do it.
"Bella, for a couple of weeks I have notice that you are been acting very strange," he said, his beautiful face showing only concern. "I had noticed that you don't laugh as before, don't sleep at night and sometimes it seems that you are carrying a weight too big. It appears that you are in so much suffering that it becomes painful to see you," he said, taking an unnecessary breath. "I want you to be honest with me, please. Is it because of Jacob? You miss him that much?, Because in that case, I'm willing to accept that friendship, but please I want to see you smile. I'll do whatever it takes," he said, and if he could I think that right now he'd be crying. "Even if that means letting you go to be happy with him," he said, lowering his head.
I'm a terrible person. "Oh my God, Edward, I'm so sorry that I made you suffer these weeks. I thought that I hid it well, but apparently not." He turned to me to wipe my tears "I'll tell you why, but please, let me finish before you say something, okay?" He nodded "Well, after you and I had the best and most wonderful night ever- oh God, this is so embarrassing!" I felt my face light up. "I know it's impossible and I know I have been torturing myself for nothing, but I think I might be pregnant. I know that is impossible for me to be pregnant, but I cannot think of that. So come on, laugh in my face. Tell me it is impossible that I be pregnant. Please tell me that the nausea, the dizziness, the headaches- that they're all psychological. Please, I need to hear that I can't be pregnant!" I was sobbing in his arms by now. We were silent for a moment. After a while, Edward finally spoke.
"Love, I'm so sorry, I want to tell you that this is all your imagination , but I can't. Bella, when you mention the word impossible in the same sentence as you and I, the word loses the full meaning," he said as wiped the few tears that kept coming from me. "You should have told me this before. I could have been there for you." I was going to answer him, but he spoke first. "The first thing we are going to do before we imagine anything is a pharmacy test, okay?" I nodded and hugged him gratefully.
We bought the test in a pharmacy on Port Angeles went to my house.
Edward waited patiently for me while I was preparing something for lunch, because pregnancy or not I could not stop eating. When I finished, Edward and I went quietly to my room. We had been silent all this time, for we were very nervous.
"Well, I think it can't wait any more; I will take the test," I said as I stood up and headed to the bathroom. He stood up and kissed me with great force before I entered the bathroom.
"Bella, no matter the outcome of that test, I'll always love you, and whatever the result is, we will face it together, okay?" I nodded, not trusting my voice. I went to the bathroom trembling. Making the test was a challenge; my hands wouldn't stop shaking. When I finished, I put it over the sink and went to my room. Edward was waiting for me, lying on my bed. Carefully, I climbed into the bed and hugged him, reloading all my weight on him.
"Well, all done, now we just have to wait 5 minutes and we'll know if I am pregnant or not." I said.
He gave me a kiss on the forehead. "Have you thought about what we are going to do if the result comes back positive?" He asked, hugging me closer to his body.
"I... I ... don't know what to do. I mean, I don't believe in abortion, but ... Edward, for God's sake, I'm 18! I have so many plans- going to college, becoming a vampire, getting married- and suddenly this might change my world!" I said. "Although he or she would be our child, our miracle, I just… don't know. And you? What do you think?" He couldn't tell me, though, because the alarm rang. I felt my heart speed up.
"Love, calm down, please," he said as he helped me stand up. "Whatever it is, we will face it together."
We went to the bathroom. Edward grabbed the test and he froze. At that moment, I knew. I had taken the test. Positive. I'm pregnant. Edward and I are going to have a baby. Suddenly, everything in my world vanished; I gave myself completely to the darkness.
A/N: Many thanks to my beta, chikenwinglegolas, you're awesome. She edit this chapter. Thanks for read.
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Sally =]
