Summary: Its a pounding, and if I were anyone else I think it would be love Boy Love, Angst
Disclaimer: Im nobody special, and if I owned Kingdom Hearts I would be someone special indeed.
Authors Notes: I think I angst to much... ah well, enjoy!
HeartBeat
It's a Pounding.
A violent reaction to such a simple simple action.
You Smile -
My heart (pound pound) pounds at the sight of it!
You Touch -
My throat (tight tight) tightens at the feel of it!
You Promise -
My dream (fade fade) fades at the sound of it...
It's a Pounding and a Pain.
But more then that it's a hunger -a need- an obsession.
Im on the edge of my seat with my head galf hoping and half dreading what will happen before you've even looked my way.
I might just explode from the tension that only I seem to feel.
I fear for your safety when you're gone-
I watch for your enemy's when you're near-
I pray for you to notice, even when I hope you don't.
It's sad.
It would be beautiful, if it were happening to anyone but me.
I feel like I have a heart.
A nobody like me... I just want him to be my everybody.
It's a Pounding, a Pain and an impossable Gift.
I only wish it wasn't so damn hard to stomach!
I think im in love with that smart-ass punk Roxas, and oh-boy do I wish I was someone else for it.
Im leaving myself wide open for shots, but there's no amusement to be had this time. After all, I can't really antagonise myself can I?
It's a Pounding - Feeling.
It's a parasite that leeches everything (thought, feeling, energy) and it has me exhasted before i've even woken up.
He's such a little, chiche thing.
But really a huge, complicated mess of problems;
Sarcastic,
Cold,
Gaurded,
Problematic,
Antisocial...
But then again I see the other side too -
Beautiful,
Stubborn,
Perfect smile (no matter how rare),
Childish,
Absolute heaven to look at.
He makes me feel like...
Hell, he makes me Feel!
I would do anything to mave him as mine.
Anything to have that little, complicated mess my perfect smile alone.
Anything to feel like this and share it with him.
I feel for you Roxas.
And it is a Pounding,
A Violence,
A Feeling,
A Nobody's Heart/
Its me, Axel;
A.X.E.L.
Feeling for the little blond with the power to make me feel like I have a heart, Nobody or no.
Got it memorised?
x.o.x.o.x
