Summary: Its a pounding, and if I were anyone else I think it would be love Boy Love, Angst

Disclaimer: Im nobody special, and if I owned Kingdom Hearts I would be someone special indeed.

Authors Notes: I think I angst to much... ah well, enjoy!

HeartBeat

It's a Pounding.

A violent reaction to such a simple simple action.

You Smile -

My heart (pound pound) pounds at the sight of it!

You Touch -

My throat (tight tight) tightens at the feel of it!

You Promise -

My dream (fade fade) fades at the sound of it...

It's a Pounding and a Pain.

But more then that it's a hunger -a need- an obsession.

Im on the edge of my seat with my head galf hoping and half dreading what will happen before you've even looked my way.

I might just explode from the tension that only I seem to feel.

I fear for your safety when you're gone-

I watch for your enemy's when you're near-

I pray for you to notice, even when I hope you don't.

It's sad.

It would be beautiful, if it were happening to anyone but me.

I feel like I have a heart.

A nobody like me... I just want him to be my everybody.

It's a Pounding, a Pain and an impossable Gift.

I only wish it wasn't so damn hard to stomach!

I think im in love with that smart-ass punk Roxas, and oh-boy do I wish I was someone else for it.

Im leaving myself wide open for shots, but there's no amusement to be had this time. After all, I can't really antagonise myself can I?

It's a Pounding - Feeling.

It's a parasite that leeches everything (thought, feeling, energy) and it has me exhasted before i've even woken up.

He's such a little, chiche thing.

But really a huge, complicated mess of problems;

Sarcastic,

Cold,

Gaurded,

Problematic,

Antisocial...

But then again I see the other side too -

Beautiful,

Stubborn,

Perfect smile (no matter how rare),

Childish,

Absolute heaven to look at.

He makes me feel like...

Hell, he makes me Feel!

I would do anything to mave him as mine.

Anything to have that little, complicated mess my perfect smile alone.

Anything to feel like this and share it with him.

I feel for you Roxas.

And it is a Pounding,

A Violence,

A Feeling,

A Nobody's Heart/

Its me, Axel;

A.X.E.L.

Feeling for the little blond with the power to make me feel like I have a heart, Nobody or no.

Got it memorised?

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