A/N : I wrote this in December o.o When I was in Korea. And I finally decided to post it XD Can't be bothered editing it now X: My stomach's aching like merde. Probably because of the raw fish I ate yesterday ._. #1 tip for surviving CNY : DO NOT eat the raw fish x.x


Fang POV

I hung up the phone tonight

Something happened for the first time

Deep inside it was a rush , what a rush

"Bye Lissa," I said.

"Hey , Nick , I love you. Bye."

"Bye," I said again and put down the phone. I couldn't bring myself to say I loved her. I already loved somebody else.

Guilt washed over me. I felt bad for using Lissa. She was actually quite pretty but she cannot compare to that special person in my heart.

'Cause the possibility

That you would ever feel the same way

About me , just too much , just too much

I car stopped in front of the house. I walked over to the window and saw Sam and Max step out of the car. They had just come back from their date.

Why do I keep running from the truth

All I ever think about is you

You've got me hypnotized , so mesmerized

And I've just got to know

I watched as Sam kissed Max goodbye. My heart felt like it had been shattered into a million pieces.

I don't like Max that way I forced myself to think. She's just like a sister.

Ugh , it wasn't working. What's true cannot be denied. All I ever think about is Max. How beautiful she is. How loving she is. How she can be graceful even when she's fighting Erasers.

Do you ever think when you're all alone

All that we can be , where this thing could go?

Am I crazy or falling in love?

Is it real or just another crush

Max stood on the front porch , staring as Sam and his sister drove away. Her face showed no expression. What is she thinking about?

Ugh , what am I thinking? Am I really in love with Maximum Ride? My supposed 'sister'?

Do you catch your breath when I look at you?

Are you holding back like the way I do?

'Cause I've tried and tried to walk away

But I know this crush ain't going away

Going away

What if she really does feel the same way about me? What would happen? I was so unsure. Maybe that's why I keep holding back. Could it be that she's doing the same?

Has it ever crossed your mind

When we're hanging , spending time girl

Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

Fang , get a grip. She's your best friend I thought. But what if there's more? ….

See it's a chance we've gotta take

'Cause I believe that we can make this into

Something that will last , last forever , forever

But I'll never know unless I try. Max and I are always on the same wavelength. It's as if we were soul mates. I bet that our relationship can last forever.

Do you ever think when you're all alone

All that we can be , where this thing could go?

Am I crazy or falling in love?

Is it real or just another crush?

Max walked into the house. I heard the door shut. Everybody was in their rooms other than Max and I. She was still silent. Usually I could read her like an open book although she is not that easy to read. But right now , I can't figure out what's going on in her mind.

Do you catch your breath when I look at you?

Are you holding back like the way I do?

'Cause I've tried and tried to walk away

But I know this crush ain't going away

Going away

I walked down the stairs as quietly as possible. I walked into the kitchen , knowing she was there. She turned around and saw me but I ignored her and went to get a glass of water.

When I finally looked up at her , she smiled at me. It was a genuine and special smile. It was reserved for only the people she liked most. Like Angel and me and Sam.

Sam. Maybe I shouldn't do this. What if it makes her more confused? I drank up the water and nodded at her before going up to my room hastily.

Why do I keep running from the truth?

All I ever think about is you

You've got me hypnotized , so mesmerized

And I've just got to know

I locked the door and leaned against it. I sighed.

I can't do this. I'm too unsure and afraid. How will she take it?

I shook my head , trying to clear it.

Max POV

Do you ever think when you're all alone

All that we can be , where this thing could go?

Am I crazy or falling in love?

Is it real or just another crush?

I watched as Fang ran up the stairs. I sighed and headed upstairs as well. So many thoughts were running through my head. What if ….

Do you catch your breath when I look at you?

Are you holding back like the way I do?

'Cause I've tried and tried to walk away

But I know this crush ain't going away

I turned and glanced at Fang's door. It was closed. I walked over and knocked on it hesitantly. I waited a few seconds , but there was no answer. I sighed and rested my head on the door.

"I love you," I whispered. I like Sam a lot , but he can never compare to Fang. But he's got Lissa.

Fang POV

"I love you," Max's voice came as a whisper. My breath hitched and I turned around sharply.

I opened the door and found Max walking across the hallway towards her room silently.

"Max," I called. She turned around and I smiled involuntarily. I closed the space between us and met her startled lips with mine.