Disclaimer: I don't own beyblade, i just like messing with the characters for the fun of it.

Summary: Another Kai angst poem, but i this one its about how the abbey years affected Kai after he left, I'm not explaining this right, I mean like how he gets over it, you know? And if you don't read the poem you'll figure out what I'm trying to say.

A/n: I got an A in my hardest subject today, which is amazing becuase last year i practically flunked and since i was feeling so HAPPY. I figured I'd update, and also I got a really really nice review from CleverPheonix after a really really long time and that really made wanna update so thank you so so much!! And I'm so happy today so people (which just proves that miracles do happen!) and to add to the joy and make this the best day ever please please flame my story, i promise to treasure it always! the flame i mean, anyway i think i've bored you enough, so on with the poem!!


Damage Repair

Emptiness

that's all I can feel right now

a hollow ache

eating away

at my insides

I want it to stop

want to get away from it

but no matter how far I run

its always right there

try and try again

but nothing changes

and after awhile

I realize there's no point

its a part of me now

one that can not be forgotten

and though my existence

may now be haunted by it

I stop caring

I get on with my life

hiding my real expression

and hoping that one day

I wont have to.

(hide it)