Rachel sturrgled with Jesse trying to get him to loosent the grip on her wrists, but nothing she did worked. "Jesse, what is wrong with you?" she yelled "Let go of me! Now!" she pleaded with him, but he kep puching her onto the bed, his grip wasn't letting go, now it was just one hand on her wrists, but he was stronger than she was, she couldn't get the nad of hers.
"Please Jesse!" She pleaded, tears froming in her eyes "Why are you doing this? I told you I wasn't ready" she said, tears threatining to spill
"You're never going to be ready! You won't ever sleep with me, you don't really love me, Is it Finn or Puck you really like? Why exactly are you with me Rachel? Is it just to keep your mind away from them? Ever since Finn got back with Quinn and Puck got with Santanna you have been nothing but a little green eyed monster!" Jesse spat "And your going to give me what I want!" He said "With or without force" He said with an evil grin appearing on his face
She let the tears out and cried out in the hope that someone would hear her, she wanted nothing more than her dad's to ocme home right now, but they were on a buisness trip and wouldn't be back for another 2 days. She kicked and screamed but nothing worked, soon enough Jesse got what he wanted, Rachel turned her head away as best as she could, she closed her eyes tight and prayed for it to be over soon.
"Was that really that hard?" Jesse smiled afterwards, he put his jeans back on and sat at the edge of the bed, "All that waiting, for what?" he giggled coldly
"Leave" she said, there was no emotion to her voice, nothing but emptyness
"Oh, but we were having so much fun, Is it Finn's turn now? Is that who you were pretending I was?"
"Finn is my friend, and he has a girlfriend" Rachel said, still no emotion in her voice, just robotic words leaving her body.
"Yeah Quinn, I bet you hate that, you wish it was you! Instead of her, do you hate her? How much do you hate her?" Jesse said sounding crazier by the second
"Quinn is my friend, I have no feelings for Finn" she said that same tone still in her voice "Now leave"
"No feelings for Finn? Yeah right your in love with him!" Jesse spat, anger in his voice
"I have feelings for him yes, but I wouldn't act on those feeling when he's happily with Quinn, I'm not that type of girl and you know that, I stick to the one relationship and right now I wish I never had anything to do with you! Now leave! Right now, go!" she scremaed the first sound of emotion in her voice since she began speaking
"Fine, I'm going. Hope you enjoyed tonight" He winked evily before leaving the room.
Rachel heard him walk down the stair and out of the door, she waited unitl she heard the door shut tight and his footsteps on the path before she erupted into tears.
She sat up, moving for the first time since it happened, she stripped of her clothes and put them in the bin, she moved quickly to the shower, spending a long period of time in there wahsing away everything she felt. She felt sick to the stomach, he just raped her and she needed to clean the sin away.
She got dressed again, choosing sweatpants and a tank top to wear, not the slightest bit interested in what she looked like. What was she going to do? What could she do?
She thought for a moment, she could phone her dad's, but they would make her go to the police and she didn't want to do that right now. She didn't know what to do, she grabbed her phone and phoned the first person she could think of.
"Hello" he answered, but no sound left her mouth "Berry?" Puck asked "You there?"
"Can you come over to my house?" she whimpered
A/N—Hope you liked that!, I'm working on the second chapter now, let me know what you think please! The second chapter should be posted soon!
Lay xx
